WEBCAMZXC ISHZXC FUNZXC <3
chatting with Shawn, Prissylala and Tani online. Doing last minute revision for the mock test tomorrow. Feeling my non-existent dick curling at the thought of the judgement day on monday. Baby booking out tomorrow. Feel really bad about my sercet friend. Sleeeeeepy and craving for macs. I feel fat so why do i crave for macs. Miss having girly sleepovers with the best friends. Just nomed on delicious Ben and Jerry's. Feel a gush of good old family loving today [ :) ] . Gonna get screwed by Talia tomorrow. Miss baby so so so much.
All this emotions, all this feelings, will turn into a intricate part of my life and tattooed in my memory. :)
Life seems to be better when you're honest to yourself. :)
Sick and tired of putting a facade for people, sick of putting up a show, i'm kinda tired acting the part of a perfect sunshine girl every single day. I'm sick of being someone i'm not, i hate it in actual fact. I hate being judged for something that i actually did but too afraid to admit it. I'm sick of being so bloody insecure and depressed but still have to act as if all is alright in the world. I'm sick of being patient with people, i'm sick of you, the vanessa that i've become.
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watching the drama serial on Channel 8. I'm so effing full, gawdadadad, talking to Shawn online.
I'm alone at home, thats pathetic :(. Bought lower lashes juz now at Eastpoint, it looks so pretty that i couldn't resist the temptation! Now i regret spending that $9.90 cos i have no freaking idea how to stick them on. Sianzxccccc. Tomorrow is the mock test and the last minute preparations before the exam and i haven't studied yet.
JIU MING AH.
I'm away for so long. Finally graduated and able blog. Spend my last 5 weekends at Shin, this pub at Boatquay with Meili, Peter, Huimei and Paulette at different times yet same place. :)
Rotting at home watching Huan Zhu Ge Ge now, effing bored. Didn't went to the gym in ages but finally went today as my tummy bulge and pass for Mount Everest now, super embarrasing. I didn't even know how to on the machine! That kinda demoralising as everyone was giving me weird stares. :(
Im so desperate for alcohol right now, anyone wants to head to BoatQuay tonight? <3
( my eyebrow weird cos this was taken when i just got the embiordery done.)
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Baby called me and said ' Just call you to tell you i love you' <3
(nah, botak is erica)
Hi everybody! my blog has been so dead i swear if it's matter it would be covered in dust and cockroach shit. School has been busy yet totally boring. Busy, cause we've been revising Theory and Practical everyday, boring, cause i have no more interest in this anymore. Well, school is ending in 2 days, so just perservere and i don't have to see any cotton pad or hear anymore ' please hold the nail professionally!' anymore! weeeee
Most likely working after graduation, might be working at my friend's friend pub i guess. Not looking for day jobs cause i want to study for N levels in the day :). Plans and details not confirmed yet, knowing me, i might wound up not even working! Just lazing at home and maybe take random shopping trips in JB. *winks.
Tiff with bestfriends this few days, tons of misunderstandings and harsh criticism, but i guess we're alright now, whatever it is, i will always love huimei and priscilla to death.
i. have. nothing. to. type. Okay, random, baby bought me this beautiful gold ring from couple lab cause we broke all the ex couple rings we have (and cause it's our anniversary)! Anyways it's gorgeous and beautiful and shiny lol. So today after school, i left and when i was on the bus home then i realized it was missing, i panicked and started calling everyone at school to help search for it but no one answer, ehh, everyone in class. So i was practically crying and worrying like a git and frantically thinking of ways like getting the same one and pretend it's the real deal. However when i reach home, it was on my bed, thank god. Thanks to the aunty for the tissue paper in the bus! xoxo
I'm gonna sleep now then maybe finish up this Friday homework. YAY! SOON THERE WILL BE NO MORE HOMEWORK, XOXOXOXO!
ps: im looking for blogshops to do online shopping, if you know of a good one or if you're a blogshop owner, leave your link!
Went shopping with Huimei in JB 2 days ago and it was a blast. It's always fun hanging with your best friend :) So many funny, embrassing incidents happened there and obviously hopelessly bimbotic moments from yours truly. What happens in JB stays in JB though. :)
One of the few rare times i wear jeans. Spend a bomb on this new pair just to go to JB. Heard that it was dangerous and covering up would be a good choice so i decided to. However when i went there, all the malaysians are in short pants, even shorter then the singaporean norms. REGRET. Had lunch at this HongKong Cafe that Huimei darling was raving about.
The food was awesome, the ice lemon tea taste weird. :(
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snap neoprints n shopped after that. Rest of the pictures would be on Facebook :) Starting to get very sick of uploading pictures in Blogger. A problem or another will appear without fail.
Bought many hello kitty things there! they are so pulchritudinous and not to mention extremely kawaiiii! haha they even have hello kitty condoms! So adorable. :) The condom comes in a form of a handphone strap and a booklet telling you if there's a sudden need, ehmm, it's safe for usuage! ;p
Tok came after that, he damn cute, go JB eat and eat and eat only, after eating finish his ice cream, he ordered the XL chicken and after we reached SG and i invited him for supper, he ate fish and ou jian. Super pro his appetite.
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Love you so much sisssssy :)
( can't believe we're still using this word, created about 3years ago!)
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After supper went back to Babypoop's home then sleep cos i was exhausted. lol. I've no idea what to type anymore. I'm left with a gazillion homework and school is tomorrow so most probably Talia will scream at me and i'm gonna be dead again, as usual. zzz
Love you all! gonna mug mug mug mug mug *rolls eyes
Yesterday just came and went in a split second. Went to JB with my darling huimei for a short shopping trip. fuckingfantastic. Pictures will be up soon once Huimei's uploads it or when i actually have the time to edit and put it online in cyberworld :)
I think the coolest things bought there was awfully cheap Marlboros and 3 hello kitty condoms! Tok is hopelessly addicted to 'sorry sorry (dirty version), it was played close to 7 times in the car on the way back, zzz.
Had dinner or should i say supper with Prissy, Tok, Baby, Junxiong and Huimei. Fish ,Ou Jian and awesome company is super orgasmic! However i guess i had too much spicy food but drank so little water, i got a nose bleed once i reached Baby's house!
My legs are killing me so thoroughly right now, i can barely walk properly without feeling the soreness of my soles. Thanks to wanting to look taller and not stumpy. Have to take a long deserved break from heels , ever since i got that gorgeous pair, have been wearing it religiously every weekend hahaha.
