The balance of the pictures taken at St James (: . Now editing me and priscilla pictures from, i think 1 month ago when we went BoatQuay and tio screen ._. . Bad memories, but everything will be washed away soon. 2009 is in 8hours! :D
My new year resolution is
- to slim down
- to save money for lipo.
- start tosave money instead of spending everything
- get my 'o' results
- to be no longer insecure and overly-sensitive
- Get baby an X1
- be a good daughter to mummy
- cut down on ciggerates, partying and alcohol (baby made me put this)
- get a damn job & stick with it.
- do not be tempted my frilly girly buys :D
-KILL ON THE SPAMMERS AND BITCHES IN THE WORLD!
joking.
I always break my new year resolution. So actually no point making a resolution list every year. Well so this will be my last resolution - do not break my resolutions (: . Going Pasir ris De Marquee to celebrate later with friends then most probably staying at Natasha's place tonight.
Baby always said he is gonna get me a DS since last year till now. He said he was going to get it for my birthhday, birthday came and went, no DS. He said he'll get me for x'mas, x'mas came ad went. But now, on the last day of 2008, he got me a DS! i've got the white DS now. I didn't want to get the pink DS. Pink DS, Pink crystal = ugly. So i've got the white one ! :D . Thanks baby. love you (:
i'm feeling insecure again. But not cause of Eric now. Now its cause of jealousy. Through looks and weight. imma gonna lose weight manzxzxz but the biggest problem ):
My mummy's x'mas present is coming this week (:
i don't know whether should i get a new phone, or should i get a new camera?
I've been eye-ing on this camera by Casio for a very long time. Imma not very sure of the model code, but it has this function called the make-up mode which will airbrush your face (: .
The handphone imma eye-ing on is a phone with a 8.1MP camera.
Cons
If i get the camera, lets say if i go clubbing or what there would be a "extra load" yet if i get the phone it would be just wound around my neck. If i get the camera it would be like i'm using this state of the art camera yet using a lousy phone. If i get the phone it would be less MP compared to the camera
Pros
No extra load. Cheaper in the long run. Like a camera and phone combined into one (:
I think i getting a phone.
1 MORE DAY TO NEW YEAR
AND 6 MORE DAYS TO 1YEAR5MONTHS,
BAM!
Went to StJames yesterday with Priscilla,Foongsze,Casselyn,Sili,Magdeline,Junhong,Angel,Agnes,Ru chin,Rena,Baby and me. Reached Vivo around 9plus with Baby,Junhong and Vincent. Went to find Priscilla and Rena. Met them and camwhored after realising we all had our amy winehouse look-alike do's . Went toilet and slacked at Vivo until around 10+ walked over to St James. Sili,Casselyn,Priscilla and me squeezed through the crowds and started dancing with the 90741037598492530w87x people on the stage. (: . Danced till around 12 cause Trance started and we all didn't know how to shuffle, so we went to get drinks and smoke outside. Had abit of liqour and one cup of cranberry juice (: . Went back to dance after trance was over. Baby finally danced with me !(;. He dance quite well, for a guy. Lol. The whole party ended at three. So after three went to find food......to no avail. All the foodstores were close, even cheers. So Vincent, Junhong, Baby, and me went to Simpang to have a very late supper.Something happened, then i went home. Slept, and woke up around 11.
St James was nice! But i think the coyote dancer was nicer in Gotham Penthouse compared to St James and Gotham Penthouse was easier to high. But St James has a bloody stage! And SOME people got bounced out. I thank the bouncer for that. :D
Will upload the rest once i get baby's phone :D
Eric's still sleeping like a pig leaving me to entertain myself. Today had been horredous for me as i woke up with 2 big ulcers and to top it off - a sore throat. My throat is hurting like crazy man. It feels as if my throat was feel with sensitive cuts that would sent the piercing pain through my veins everytime i swallowed my saliva. ):
Yesterday went out with Natasha sister. Met her at Tampines mart at around 9.30pm. Went to buy my dinner before going down to Natasha's house to eat. We bitched too. Accompanied her till around 2.30am then Natasha sent me down to take a cab down to baby's house. However, baby's transport was late so Natasha and I just slacked at the pavillion and just talked.Around 3, i left Tampines and went back to Baby's.
Reached baby's place then played cards with him. Won him and he now owes me something!(: . My throat is hurting like crazy i can't even manage to produce an audible whsiper.
I absolutely hate the spammer in Casselyn blog. Lets just name "it",specimen A. Anyways, A is a downright bitch. I don't know how to put this is simple english terms. So there. A slams EVERYONE on the tagboard saying how we should live our lifes. I mean seriously, don't A thinks that she has crossed the line? She just slam and slam and slam. Saying that we're sluts and all cause we go clubbing. Saying that she's rich and could buyover all our propertites and parents. She just act all high and mighty and she seriously getting on my nerves. Screw her man, i bet she is just a a little pathethic bitch crying in front of her computer screen and wishing she was Miley Cyrus. grr, *catclaws{edited/}that bloody spammer. She seriously have no clue about what defamation can do. Its not about whether you abuse or screamed or cause psyhical harm to the person. It can also be about making someone reputation bad by labelling Casselyn and us as sluts cause of the fact we go clubbing. Like what they say, if you never do anything wrong, cast the first stone. I bet your consience is killing you right now. Laughs. You can buyover people parents?propertites?and what nots? How about one day you be dragged to the police station for a lawsuit, your parents will be disgraced too and your future? wham bam disappear into little balls of devil dust. Oh yes, i am more highclass compared to you. At least i don't spam people blog, if i'm unhappy about anything i'll tell damn straight in their face. Saying that imma dumb highclass lady. Well, you got that right?!?Imma a dumb highsociety lady as i can be bothered to entertain you. ._.
I am feeling happy right now.Cause i found my true sisters __ Ferlin,Natasha,Priscilla,Cherie,Xinyan,Nana. (:Cause i found my true guyfriends __ Vincent,Isaiah,Mario,Junhong,Wenjie,Clifford,Daryl.Cause i found the guy i'm proud of ___ Eric Koek Yong Shan. (:Cause i found that my family loves me and cherish me.I think i got the better end of the deal.
I love you people (:
thanks.
Collect your x'mas presents from me soon ! :)
I am offically psychically very secure.
me and ameline twiting our conversation away. I can't believe i used to type like that. Oh god, now see-ing it ti realise my eyes hurt sooo much. Haha
Convo between Pris, Me and Natasha. Hahahs. damn lame la. Natasha hornehhorneh!
I know its lame to post this up, but its just for laughs ! (:
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Baby changed so much for me. He really changed. Changed alot. He from a nolifebeng to a good boyfriend to my fiance to a unsensitive unselfish jerk and then changed to a man i'm proud to call my fiance and husband to be. I love you,hun. Thanks for changing. You're really one of the bestest boyfriend i ever had. After what you told me yesterday(after i lied to you saying my feeling fade) was really touching, and it made me tear-ed after you left to bathe.
" After everything we've been through, even though your feeling had faded, i will still not fade. From the day i've been with you 1year ago till now, my feeling had not fade one bit only gained. & you don't have to be jealous over ___ cause i won't love her. Only like her, but as a friend. I want you to know, i'll never breakup with you and i won't even think of breaking up with you."
He sent me this message yesterday. After our dramatic break-patch (20mintues)
"Baby, even right after those quarrels we had just last night. I want you to know i don't bear to lose you. I've always been there for you. I don't wish one day when there isn't you there to be needed by me any longer. I'll lose my direction of living by then."
I'm swooning,i'm touched and i'm finally secure.
baby, thanks for everything.
you are really the best boyfriend.
i love you.
My christmas wasn't merry at first. But it was merry in the end.*smiles. Anyways, i'm going to sleep real soon as i'm sick so i'm just going to post up this picture and tell people who are concerned about me like Priscilla(: that everything between me & Eric is fine right now. Actually, more then fine. Its real perfect. Thanks for caring so much, you guys are like the most fantastic friends! So when want to celebrate our 2nd month anniversary of sisters? (:
Natasha'
I miss you ! come back soon :D:D:D
Its like another 4hours more till the party and i still have got nothing to wear ! Oh fuck manzxzx. Tonight partying with Priscilla, Andrew, Vincent they all, Isaiah they all at Waterloo some club there. So long didn't club already, so it like, waa, finally :D. Meeting Ahgirl in around 40minutes time to take my makeup and to go tmall to find my clothes to wear. I'm very tired. I'm dieting! As of tomorrow,i'll only drink 4L of water per day and eat only on Wednesday. (: . CrashDiet man.
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The party kinda suck. Kind of regret spending my money there. Cause is like
- It was freaking small
- It was hot (no air-con i presume?)
- The smell of B.O was.......
- PEOPLE SPOLING THE BLOODY SONGS.
- Song to soft.
- High bu liao.
Okay, so it wasn't really fanastic. & we missed the countdown. So us, and the rest of the people who couldn't get in count down outside lor. Was irritated by someone yesterday (girl). After club went to eat @ the 24hours kopitiam near Plaza Singapura. Then my stomach start hurting like hell. It was freaking painful, no one cared, so i asked Priscilla whether she wants to come back to my place. So cabbed back with Vincent and Junhong. Asked my mum to open door for me. Went back slept. I miss being single. Cause when you're attached there are like millions of problem.
MERRY CHRISTMAS ! :D
Even though my christmas wasn't merry. But i wish you guys merry x'mas :) .
Will we stay this way? Will we make our relationship stronger? Or let it flop? Do you love me? Do you like someone else?
I seriously don't know.
I'm PMS-ing horribly these few days. I'm insecure,jealous,angry and having mood swings these few days. I don't know whats up with me. I've been doing lots of thinking and i still don't know what to do. Whether should i _________ or should i __________? Screw it la. I been thinking about school too. I don't feel like doing private Os, i want to do the beauty course. I am not good in academic. I'm not. Who am i trying to kid? I've interest in glamour and beauty. I've given up being a journalist, i want to be a beautician. The two biggest questions and options i have to make, i thought i would always know the answer, i guessi don't. I guess i was lying to myself.
Thanks to my lovely sisters and listening ears - Priscilla, Adam, Cherie, Sokkan, and especially FERLIN. Thanks so much.
& Baby too, thanks for putting up my temper. I love you.
Yesterday went to pak touh with Baby after my christmas party @ Cine. Went to watch Twilight. It was nice, not awesomely nice but nice (: . I still don't think Edward Cullen is hot. I think his handsome + he treats his girlfriend very well , kept comparing him to baby until baby was soooooooo mad. Cooking dinner now (: . & Life had never been more perfect ! (:
I WANT ERIC TO TURN INTO A VAMPIRE!
Went out with Priscilla, Cherie, Vincent, Rena, Junhong yesterday after my maths exam. Met them @ Plaza and went to have dinner and to get my nails from Daiso. Ate @ Pastamania (: . After eating, we 'cooked' spaghetti ourselves @ Pastamania!
No1 .
Spaghetti + coke + tabasco + ice + cheese + pepper + chili flakes + tomato sauce + baked rice sauce + chicken (:
No 2.
Spaghetti + tomato sauce + cream sauce + cheese + pepper + banana smoothie + chili flakes (:
Then met up with Ahgirl & cabbed down to Clake Quay to find baby. Baby friends, me & ahgirl went to The Balcony near cine there to have drinks !(: .
Smoked , drank and ate finger foods. Addicted to the Tequila Orange & the Vodka Orange there. Baby said he will bring me there again to try the rest ! Some of the drinks are very..erm.
Me: Qingaide(Ahgirl) Would you wanna try a blowjob?A: Huh?Me: Or would you rather have a QuickFuck?A: eh, you siao liao ah?Me: Or want to have an orgasm? Or want to have all?A: * to eric , your girlfriend siao alreadyEric: She everyday siao one. (He never hear what i say)
Me: WHAT siao?! its the shooters luh dey!A: Chey, thought you become drunk already( she never see the menu)Me: -.-Camwhored @ The unisex toilet at Balcony
Was @ The Balcony until 5+ in the morning then Me, Ahgirl, Baby, and baby friends went to have Macs breakfast @ Lucky Plaza there. I think Janice , Eric friend is GREAT & very nice :D . Then had our breakfast & slacked till its around 6+ . Then cabbed home to Bedok with Ahgirl and baby. She went home, we went home. Then slept.(:
Overdued pictures of me and my pretty bitch (: ! On the day we went to take her Nlevel result! :DDD
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YAY! going to drink again with Natasha & Baby tomorrow after the party. Heneiken&Carlsberg and maybe some liqour? :DDDDD
went with Natasha to collect her Nlevels result yesterday. She passed ! :D. 9points. Then went with her & my godparents to dine with her @ CafeCartel. Ate, walked around then Natasha & me went over to Adam's house slack. Talked, watched SHOW, played and laughed @ his baby pictures. Lol, he baby that time very ahdai cutecute de. Then slacked already went to find baby(: and had dinne with he and his mum. Had bachormee & watched The Little Nonya on telly. Enjoyed throughly yesterday. BUT I WAS FRIGGIN TIRED. slept around Eleven and woke @ 10. Going to prepare for my
wonderful exams. Screw it.
If i fail, i'll commit sucide.
Who was the last person to call you
> Natasha Tan Qiu Ye ;
Alcohol or Cigarettes?
> Martel and Viceroy/Next/Dunhil
Boyfriend?
>yes.
Bestfriend?
> Natasha, Priscilla, Cherie, Ferlin, Xinyan, Isaiah, Mario, Junhong, Vincent, Leighton. :D
Has someone ever compose a song for
u?
>yes (: (thanks baby)
If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive?
> without handphone, makeup, room service? NO.
If your mom wears ur shirts/dress?
> Let her wear lor.
Who was the last person you shared a bed with?
>Baby(:
Who do you text the most?
>Natasha(435),Pris(201),Xinyan(156),Ferlin(368),Baby(293)
Who last said they loved you?
>Baby.
What color is your hair?
> Platinum, brown, pink, black.
Do you like your parents?
> ADORE
Who was the last person you said you hated?
> That bitch
Do you secretly want to kill someone?
>obviously, already say hate someone le
Why did your last relationship end?
> To patch back like 5mins later ._.
Favorite ex?
> My ex-es are all good people, all friends (:
Where was the farthest place you traveled?
> the depths of my dreamland.
Do you like mustard?
>ew!
Do you prefer to jog or run?
>walk .
Do you look like your mom or dad?
>mum
Can you do splits?
> Nopes
What movie do you want to see right now?
> The sexdrive (motherfucking M18 ._.)
What did you do last saturday?
> shopped
Where will you be celebrating your next/coming Birthday?
> Clubbing/pub/chalet
Was your mom a cheerleader?
> SHE CHEERLEADER AH? I PRESIDENT.
What's the last letter of your middle name?
>A
How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
> Less then 7Hours
Do you like to windowshop?
> so-so
What do you buy at the movies?
> Popcorn
Do you know how to skate?
> No.
Do you wear your seat belt?
> no
anything big happened in sch?
> I ain't schooling
Do you like to be pampered?
> Pampered, yes.
Satisfy with ur height?
> No, i want to be shorter.
Is your tongue pierced?
> want also cannot ):
Do you prefer babies or kids?
> kids.
Do you like horror movies or action movies?
> i prefer horror
Ever been to L.A.?
>Soon with friends (:
Who is on your mind right now?
> Pris! I miss her! stupid girl went Genting.
Any plans for tonight?
> Meeting natasha to stay over.
What's your favorite song at the moment?
> Goodbye -Miley Cyrus
> Same Script Different Cast- Whitney Hudson
> Pornstar-Cargo
Do you hate chocolate?
> not now, not ever
What do you and your parents fight about the most?
> expenditure
Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
> no, but its nice having one.
Are you easy to get along with?
> you don't step on my tail lor
What is your favorite time of day?
> 12pm
Are you happy with your life now?
> Absolutely
Wish anything in your life can change?
> No more her & him (oh please ._.)
> my uncle to magically disappear (:
Bored. I've got like nothing to do and Miss red visited and left me painful menstrual cramps, wow wonderful ._. . Baby's playing chef today and making lunch for me. (: . Supposed to go for my test earlier this morning at 2,however had motherfucking painful so didn't want to go. Christmas shopping online now. And i know EXACTLY what to buy for the girls, but clueless about what to buy for the guys (except vincent). Vincent can just buy for him a comb :D . Family-wise,the same. Why can't guys like g-strings and pinky wallets , grr *catclaws. Okay, going out to have food prepared by Chef Koek, bye :D
G O T H A M - P E N T H O U S E
Shit, this pictures is like super over-dued :D. These are from the Gotham Penthouse event i think on the 9th. It was fun la! Esp going with my sisters Cherie and Priscilla & these new friends - the three prettyladies above!
Went out with Junhong, Vincent, Piggy, Jiajie, Natasha , Priscilla, Shengwei Jeffery and another two guys to Cafe Cartel for a very late dinner. Camwhored @ the MRT with Vincent Junhong and Natasha while waiting for Priscilla. Everyone reached already went over to MS cafecartel for dinner. Drank , Ate. Fun :D, everyone was like disiao-ing each other. Ate, paid (: The bill came up to like $188.60 dollars man.
Waitress: Student pass will have 10% discount
US: EH! 10 CARDS HERE LEH! 100% DISCOUNT LA!
all: laugh.
Went back to Natasha's house for a sleepover after that. Woke up, went to her grama place to eat then went over to Tampines Mall to catch the movie Bolt with her friends (: ,they're very nice ! So apparently the rumors SHE told me was fake again -.-". After the movie, slacked then went back to Nat's place, slacked with Mario and Isaiah around 10plus. Then 1plus met Nana, and around 2 plus Natasha went back then Nana send me to take cab from 201. We heard this family fighting very aggresively, wanted to call police but my handphone was flat. Then this malay guy walk pass then we ask him call. LOL, then he was smoking,so i was like telling Nana i want cig. Then we ask him whether he police, he say no. Then i was telling him about the horrible olivegreen police about a few weeks ago. I seriously didn't know who he was or where he's from until he was like saying he was from Tanglin HQ when he called the changi police people. I was like ," omgawd we just told this guy like the bad stuff about police"! Then Nana still can stand there laugh-.-" .But all well ends well, he's the nicest police ever manzxzx, maybe i misjudge ONE police . Pictures downstair (:
"true friends will come, when the obstacle blocking them is gone."I love Natasha, Priscilla, Cherie, Ferlin, Nana,
Isaiah, Jeffery,Vincent,Junhong,Mario,Leighton.
Natasha & Me fooling around with the webcam on my comp. (: . Zilian alot man this few days. I got tons of pictures to upload. Like the dinner with friends @ Cafe Cartel, muvee-ing with Natasha and her friends @ Century Square (: . I miss my baby, thank god i'm meeting him tonight. Meeting Nana later. :)
I love Natasha man!
Thanks for being my sister. <3
