JUNHONG IS A HONGSTER :D .
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Chinese new year is perfect ! I could just hear the sound of money tinkling in my bag wrapped in red coloured packets ( which is kind of ironic as they're all notes ). I grew exceptionally richer in a short 4 hours. So happy! If only i got a job which pays so much while working for such a short time.
Bored bored bored, hopelessly hopelessly bored. Watching Little Nonya on ChannelEight. Priscilla's over, and she want to type on this frivolous bitch blog :D
HELLO ! PrisLala is here ! Weee~ ME LOVE THIS CUTE LIL GIRL, VANESSAYAPP :D Shes so damn high now cansxz. Hahas , okays. Now back to Van (:
Im going to watch my Nonya now. Love!
Cabbed down to meet Natasha at her house before cabbing to Tampines Mall to collect her mum's carrot cake and buy Natasha's clothes. Collected the cake then Natasha and I went to have lunch at Cafe Cartel as i was hungry (like mad!). Had Spaghetti carbonara and it was nice! Was served with a egg yolk on the top of the spaghetti which make me and Natasha giggle like crazy as it reminded us of Eric's 21st birthday. Had lunch then went over to Honey and Bee and Century Square to see clothes i wanted, however i forgotten to bring my POSB card, so i couldn't buy anything. Super dulan man!
Bought natasha's clothes then i went back home to prepare for the underaged clubbing event at Old School. Prepared, cabbed down with Vincent and Andre to go look for Junhong then cabbed down to Plaza Sing to find Priscilla and her friend Sherri who is very very very nice!
Camwhored with Pris sister :D . Then Andre, Vincent, Pris , Sherri and Junhong and I walked up this muthafucking long flight of stairs to the club to meet the rest of the people :D
Enjoyed myself throughly with these people! God, i love them so! .
Sometimes i feel as if im alone.
Real lonely, as if there's nobody there.
No boyfriend, no family no friends, no sisters.
No, no one.
And every glimmer of hope seems to disappear into that small black circle then engulfs everything.
And every pain, sickness and everything i felt now seems to be 1000x stronger.
I feel damn stressed up about studies
I feel damn stressed up about friends
I feel damn stressed up about relationships.
And the biggest point? I don't know why.
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Went out shopping with Priscilla, Shernis and Vincent today. Had great fun with them. Went over to Suntec as i wanted to dye my hair pink but decided not to as i've lack of time. Went shopping instead. Bought outfits to wear for clubbing tomorrow which is later tonight and new year clothes. Bought many stuff and it was awfully heavy to carry on the way home. Also, i've got the awfully worse headache which makes me feel like taking a damn gun and shoot myself. Saw Sili and her friend at Fareast too. Went walk walk together. Went home around 9, did my LKY homework then messaged Andre and Baby. I'm like lifeless now, seriously. Maybe tomorrow club will make me remember my senses abit.
A few days ago, met Benji and had long chats over alcohol and chips at the playground under my house, reminscing the past of our lifes, from when i was 13 years old, when he was 13 years old. Sigh. Talked alot, and bitched alot too. Benje is my bestest brother <3
Eric chalet was fun. Anyways, now is 9.06am and i've got to leave for school soon. However decicded to update so i won't be so lagging behind posts and also cause my blog seems very empty now. This few days was at school. Hmm, was kind of okay,however i think 3G's are better. Meeting Cherie after her school and during my lunch break later :D. Saw her yesterday,i was so friggin happy! Ah, love love love! I
dislike some people in my class. Ameline knows who, Ameline knows who! We're going to meet out and bitch about bitches! Yipee!.
Sigh, i think i'll better leave now. Before i'm late for school. Miss and love ya bitches! :D
ERIC FUCKING 21ST BIRTHDAY WAS FUCKING FUN.
This is my first time inviting my boyfriend's colleagues and friends to the chalet to celebrate and i didn't regret it! They're damn fun to party with, should've booked more days though, too little days already. Anyway before the party went to collect the cake and stuff. Bought eggs, snacks and my mum brought over the eclairs, nuggets,seaweed chicken and all. Everyone there stoned luh, and nothing much happened so i'm not going to elaborate. Then at around 2+ Eric came, but we weren't prepared yet. The surprise half failed lor, but nevermind(: , he got smashed with eggs and whipped cream and whipped cream + water. The throwing part was fun, but the cleaning up ... NOT. After that, everyone helped clean up and then everyone started alcohol drinking! Eric toh first, lol. Then i've got to help him drink, didn't have to drink much on his behalf but drank on my own. Ta-ed with Natasha sister twice and a few here and there. Enjoyed with everyone. Got very irritated when some people got drunk, but remember! NOTHING WILL EVER SPOIL OUR SISTERSHIP, LOL. Nana,Priscilla , i wont because you both drunk then hate you la. Anyways, had fun, drink drank drunk and enjoyed my time throughly with everyone. I think this is my best chalet minus the vomit, the smells and the egg. However, one thing in my chalet went wrong, and is that fucktard gary. As what Benje says and i quote " Don't worry there's alot of fucktards in the world." :D .
Busy with school stuff this past few days. Editing and choosing from the pile of pictures i've taken the past few days. Will update soon. Rushing to go over baby's now. Love!
Sorry for not updating. Neglecting this blog seems like a normal occurence now.
"If i had a dollar for everytime i felt insecure,i would be rich by now." It does suck sometimes.
Picture from long long long ago. Going to use like alot of my old pictures to make the post look more 'colourful'. Conferencing with Vincent and Priscilla now talking about the death and how 2009 is a bad year and stuff. Also planning my Sweet Sixteen too! It's gonna be big, its gonna be fabulous cause its my
SWEET SIXTEEN. Looked at youtube for sweet sixteen ideas, and found this video about a girl called Audrey, damn bitch. She screamed at her mum and scolded her just because her mum bought a black colour Lexus for her birthday and she wanted a white one. IF my mum got me a bloody Lexus i bet i will jump for joy! But that would never happen so i'll stop dreaming now.
Imma gonna continue my makeup lesson soon, and also look for a job and earn money for my sweet sixteen! I'm gonna book at this venue which is 300sqm so its fucking big and imma going to organise lucky draws and goodie bags and stuff. Okay fine, everything is not confirmed yet and i sound like a show off brat in this post but its my sweet sixteen! So imma gonna brag and brag and dream about my party.
Imma in a good mood today~
- Cause i've got my lashes
- i've got my foundation from Majorlica
- I've got my new concealer
So im in a perfect moooooooodddd. It rocks having a mum who loves me. Right? Lingling? My mum and i spent a enjoyable evening together teasing each other like mad. So now our names are Alingling and Vernehneh. Only my mum can transport herself to be more childish then me *shivers
Its cause
- I AM sick
Natasha went along with me today to settle my school stuff. Ie, buying of pencil box, bags, clothes and also to go down to Tiong to buy my school books and lug it over to her place. Currently feeling very bored right now. Just typing and typing away. My school gonna start late and instead of starting on the 13, its starting on the nineteenth! So i'm going to party away like crazy until the dreaded day of the 19th come. This few days has been long dull and tiring for me. As my expenditure went up so much due to ________. Sigh. My C905 had not lost its virgin yet! It hadn't been dropped once and its 5 days! So, i can go on a collecting debts money spree soon. (:
Spend alot this few days too on clothes.
Spend 300 when out with Priscilla
Spend 260 with Natasha when going out to Bugis
Spend 100 today.
Omfg. Lucky this month has Chinese New Year to help buck up my POSB. See-ing my money drop has a very depressing effect on me. I need to buy more fake lashes, im running out. Going to my sercet store to get 40 boxes of eyelashes for school ! So next on my list
- New make up
- New lashes
- New concealer
I think my mummy is gonna yell and scream at me after this post. She reads my blog. >.<>
i dont know why do people make such a big hooha over their 100th post. So well, HAPPY 100TH POST TO ME! Apparently i was bored 100times from then till today so i could upload 100 entries *smiles.
Anyways, school's starting next Tuesday *shag. I dont know if i would have the enthusiaism to wake up to go school. Even though my school starts at 9. I must wake up earlier cause its at Tiong Bahru. Also, i don't know what to bring on the first day of school. Will i make any friends? Will the people there be nice? I'm so freaking nervous.
So anyways, i'm going to get my schoolstuff with Natasha after i straighten my hair. OHOH, i did my new extensions already and Vincent help me cut. Now i've got a lovely steep 'V' at the back. I'm going to highlight and dye my hair+ treatment next week! Life's good!
1 year 5 months :D
I LOVE YOU BABY
Thanks for being w me everyday (:
Went out with Nana, Vincent and baby yesterday. Went to Simpang Bedok and ate dinner. Had a very enjoyable dinner with them full of jokes and laughter. Was messaging Nat too throughout dinner. When to Nana's place after dinner to play with her dogs. They're effing cute man! I swear the two dogs are EFFING CUTE CUTE CUTE. Played with the dogs, chatted with Nana, slack till around 11+ then Vincent had to go. So Baby and I sent him to bus-stop to wait for his bus. After he left, Baby and I had a romantic walk home. Joke and laughed, had fun spending time with him. Reached his place, we played cards awhile and then i went to sleep as this few days had not slept much.
Today, woke up at 2, messaged Natasha and talked on the phone with her for awhile. Played computer and waited for Baby to wake up. Told him i was hungry so he went to cook Instant Noodles for me to eat, he even add an egg for me :B. Watched a Taiwan show on the TV, while slurping our noodles. After awhile, baby when to bathe and i went to chitchat on the phone with Natasha. Baby bathed finished then left for work. I went over to Simei Green to have the weekly dinner with family. Ate, watched america's got talent. Conference with Natasha and Vincent over the phone for awhile (: Went home, took out my extension(it was horrible) and blogged(:
I took out my extensions cause its getting very dry and looks like dead hair, but my mummy sponsering me new ones tomorrow ! Mummy does love ! (: .
PS: i think ive got the best mummy and boyf in the world !
PSS: i love my sisters (true friends !) They were there for me throughout EVERYTHING. Two days ago my MSN's personal message was kind of depressing with a whole lot of vulgarities involved and my sisters either called or IM-ed me to ask me whats wrong (: When i told them i fought with Baby, they all have one thing in common " I'll irritate/annoy/scold/chase eric with parang now!"
The last one obviously from Natasha. Anyways love ya! Mwah!
Went to slack with natasha at Kopitiam with Vincent and Hubert with another girl
on the 2nd of January at around midnight. Chatted awhile then Hubert left with the girl. Had duck noodles then and Natasha ordered Heneiken for everyone to drink. Didn't drank much, as every drop of Heneiken seems to be aggravating my cough even worse. Sigh. Camwhored with the Heneiken though(: . Went back to Natasha's house at around five in the morning. Talked while watching The Stepbrothers. Slept at around 9 then went back home to prepare for the anniversary lunch(my relatives).
Met my family and relatives at Roland Restaurant near Parkway. The food was nice. Enjoyed myself throughly! Talked with my AUNTY chelsea during the lunch. There was once, i went to the toilet with Chelsea as i was super urgent. Bang and hammer the door like crazy. Only to realise that the toilet was locked and the toilet was at the opposite side. Chelsea and I was like....speechless. After that when to get my C905 phone from ParkwayParade met baby there too. My mother, me and Eric bought my phone already then mummy went off. The conversation like super funny la.
Me: Which is nicer leh E66 or C905?
Baby: *looks at random phones (some vodaphone) that one chio.
Me: concentrate la fucktard!
Mummy: aiya, the C905 more nicer compared to the E66.
Me: thanks mummy ! *i sercetly liked the C905 MORE even though its like 200+ more ex.
LOVE MUMMY!
Then went to slack under Vincent blog while waiting for Natasha. I was abit impatient so i keep trying out the 8.1MP function (:
so bloody clear ! ahhh, very happy:D
Natasha came, then we went Simpang Bedok to eat. Ate slacked at the playground. Then went back to baby's house then slept(: . Woke up this morning, then ta bao 2 packets of Curry Chicken to Natasha's place. Had lunch with her and slacked. Went over to have dinner at Mart at around eight. Had dinner and went back to watch Little Nonya(last ep!). Camwhored with both my phone and Natasha's SLR during the commercial breaks.
I love my this bitch and obviously this picture ! (:
While, the ending was kind of disappointing, to be truthful. Everyone was anticipating the ending yet they gave one with no head or tail. So kinda regretted but it was nice! But i think Robert is hot ! Now at Natasha's house using comp as i can't sleep. Messaging friends and blogshopping to keep myself entertained. (:
I love ya baby! 1 more day till 1year5months.
Thanks for being there for me(:
I know you heard it more then a thousand times, but i love you !
Natasha and Me, 2year soonsoonsoon! BYE! <3
I decided to go with the phone instead of the camera so i can offically say imma proud owner of Sony Ericsson C905 :D.Camwhored the entire day and i've absolutely no regrets buying that phone! Thanks mummy for the BEST EVER DAMN PHONE !:D. AHH, i'm so happy. The phone takes high definition pictures and there's flash and all those complicated camera things. Its a 8.1MP yet you can swtich around to either 5MP or 3MP and the phone functions were really really good. Except for the size, i can conclude this phone is the best phone i've ever used! Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow once i get home. Baby's comp dosen't have photoshop. Another bad thing about 8.1 MP cameras, it totally shows your eyebags and freckles and anything that could go wrong about your face :X
To Bitch_S ,Crazy leh you. I actually treated you like a really good friend, no wait, i used to like you a hell lot better. But then must you go and backstab me anot? You siao ah? What and how you tell P, who won't offended siol, still can in front of me say me until so good how good, behind stab one by one. No wonder so many people dislike you la. Siao.
To non-bitch but soon to be,
Why did you changed so much? You used to be veryvery nice. But how come you turning into one of those low life jerks. You even forgot ________________. P and I were just talking about you that day(yesterday) we both realised that you changed not for the best, FOR THE WORST. We want the old you back. We love you(:
Meeting Natasha soon at around 6 to go shopping. Mum left me some money to spend. I'm going to raid all the stores at Tampines Mall man! School starting soon, so its a perfect excuse to buy new clothes for my school semester! Baby's sleeping right now. His chicken rice that my mum bought for him will get very cold soon. All that jackass fault chase me to my living hall because he sleeping then he say the music i blast from my laptop was very noisy. The song guilty- love story by Taylor Swift. Lol. Anyways going to eat my chicken rice for a very late lunch now. See ya !
Yups , natasha, its very funny. I wish my rents' were like that too(:
To my dearest dearest everlasting non-bitch(insidejoke) sisters ! (:
I LOVE YOUUUU (:
HAPPY 2ND MONTH ANNIVERSARY!
i love Natasha, Priscilla, Cherie, Ferlin !
I love all of ya! Thanks for making my life so special, a listening ear, a shoulder to cry on, a sister to bitch with. Thanks soo much!
Thanks Priscilla for being my shoulder to cry on and being my greatest bitch(:
Thanks Natasha for being my 2year sister, my shoulder to cry on, my bitch to bitch with, and the BESTEST EVER OLDER GOD-SISTER I COULD EVER HAVE, MWAH
Thanks Cherie for being there for me to share my sercets and bitch with me (:
Thanks Ferlin for being my entertainer for the long hours at vivo!
I love you 4 for life manzxzx ! Omfg.
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Went out with Priscilla today. When to buy her school shoes and my clothes for the starting of private school ! (: , Shopped like mad woman man. Spent over a hundred today. Firstly, Priscilla and I went to Marina Square, went to Fourth Skin to buy my wallet then went over to Cotton On to get my tanktops. Bought 1 flats and 2 tanktops for myself and another flats for Priscilla as 2 got discount cause no second flat caught my eye and i owe Pris a x'mas present (: .Had Lunch. After shopping/eating at MS, walked over to Bugis to get my NF shorts and bought the one i wanted , walked around and bought a dress from Z-something then went to take the train down to Orchard to find Pris's shoe. Went to this shop to get her everlast shoes then went over to Nana Thai Restuarant for dinner. Dined and chat and bitched about 3 people. After eating, walked over to Cineleisure and went to Blossomz, bought a short from there. After buying and since most of the shops were closed, we went home. (: . Had a fun day with you sis!
Tomorrow going out with Natasha, it confirm will be hell lots of fun!
I love natasha(:
I love natasha(:
I love natasha(:
HAPPY 2009! HAPPY NEW YEAR!
The year has gone by so fast. It used to be 31st December 2008 then now its 1st january 2009 (: . Well, my new year has been perfect, very very very very very perfect. I spent my this new year at De Marquee with Quad and his friends, Natasha, Priscilla, Natasha's friends,Junhong, Junhong friends. Even saw some schoolmates. Danced away from 12mn-3am. Enjoyed myself throughly. Yesterday Pasir Ris was filled with lots of police, even some plainclothes one and the olive green police man. Irritating, i forget who were the olive green police man then they were like GL and staring at Natasha and me. I was like huh, forget how they look like what.
At three, went back to Natasha's place with Priscilla to stay the night, slept and woke up. Slacked and had lunch with Natasha at her place then walked home to watch my chinese show. Pictures will be uploaded sooon :) .
I'm very bored.
