EFFF IT !
i tell you all arh , i confrim 100% grantuteeee that i FAIL my english,
ass lahs, paper so hard
write about FREEDOM !
ohh wow what freedom, free from my brother's and boyfriend's fart
IM GOING DIEEEE LAHS !
nevermind , at least my compre MAYBE will pull me up .
IM PINNING MY HOPES ON THEM T.T
anyways went home after Physics and Chemistry study programme and had Mee Goreng for lunch, Then baby called and ask me meet him , so go meet luhs . Then he went for work and im in my mother's office typing this entry. My mother office is damn fcuk nice laaaas ! make me feel like a buiness woman typingon th computer .
Ill be then known as th buiness woman Vanessa ,
Lol lame . i feel like lame shit now laaas , so everything will be lame .
Baby going powerhouse to club later, eff minium age 18, means i cannot go ! t.t ,
but he PROMISED to pei me go clubbing , so ERIC KOEK YONGSHAN , you better keep your danm promise or i make sure i pour hot oil , HA!
You know you love me,
Vanessa
(pictures uploaded later,today zilian with baby like siao! )
An extraordinary answer to a ordinary question ;
I am a star , ill live as a star , and ill die and be a star .
Watching over th grass meadowed earth.
Kill me .
I know today i didnt go school again.
CAUSE I WAS LATE , very very late .
Woke up just in time to see my mother going off to work.
I think i sleeping and screamed and her too much so she gave up.
HEHS .
Then went over to baby's house .
HE'S SICK -.-"
so played, slacked and see him sleep until around 12 when i go home and he go school .
Actually wanted to find prettyfair [: , but she wasnt answering her phone.
Now at home , wanting to change my blog layout to no avail.
Neverminds , when im awake , ill change .
GOODNIGHT YA'LL , im going to bed [:
Went out with my darling baby lesbian partner and my darling baby real boyfriend partner(Eric lahs) that day . Fun sia ! Ha ,firstly went to meet Nat at around 3Plus bahs then after that slacked here and ther, watch 881 and tried /play dress up . NOT LONG AFTER A BITCH WITH OVERGROWN PUBIC HAIR AND BLACK FACE AND BODY ruined mymood . Wont elaborate though , LATER some people THINK say i shallow -.-" , Knn as if i not okay with her i will wallow in depression and die (ha! i going elaborate nextpost!) . Anyways then went to find XiaoHei and about 8PLus , slacked and smoked until he went home at nine. Actually hard to write cause me and nat did th same things but v fun luhs aka dont know how to elaborate-.-" .
Then left nat house and went take cab to baby's workplaced, slack smoke then took his transport then took a second cab home and sleep . Actually i quite lazy to type so wont elaborate.
Hahah! now th scarsam , i know you people want to read this !
Its not as if im good at keeping my anger down [:
Lol, some dog and i fought that day. she thinks ill be sad if she dosent okay with me . LOL, oh sure yeah, ill die in depression and wallow in selfpity as you say you didnt want makepeace with me cause i lost a great grand goddess of dogs as a friend. Yeah right-.-" . You think i shallow, oh man , whose th shallow one missy? Just because you think that your oh-so-curvaeous figure and gravity defying boobs among a mess of overgrown pubic hair and black charcoal like skin makes you oh so big and you can stomp around like a giant , you big skinny aneroxic loser? Oh mans , you are just a small minute part in a big ass machine with my name VANESSA etched on it. Bitch, sorry hate to break it to you. I didnt die or wallow in sadness cause your not friends with me. OHHHs, im so scared later you release you gravity defying boobs and come chase me. Later i die of suffocation, OH TH TERROR TH TERROR .
no lahs bitch dog, all i want to say is , fuck you , stuff a carrot in you hole and fuck yourself bitch. Ha! apparently no guys will do with you anyway. Maybe maybe you can work in Geylang ! Ohhs wait a minute you cant ,,, awww. Didnt you realized even chickens ther are prettier then you. OMG , i cant write about you, i forgot backstabbing bitch syndromes are highly contagious , oh go you doggy *throws stick* FETCHHHH! *aww dont cry complacent bitch* Gauche fucker .
I love eric Koek Yong shannnn! :D
i dont know , i know i blogged once today .But now im feeling shaken and insercure.I dont know lahs .THIS FUCKING WORLD GOT PEOPLE CARE FOR ME MAHS im sick and tired of everything.Fighting with friends whom dont worth my time.Doing stupid lame stuff which i dont even like .Being a sterotype when i dont want too.i want to be in a place, wher only i exist . No people nagging at me; no people scolding me;no people trying to get th better of me; no people who are like bitches; no people screaming their heads off; no rules; no pain .im sick and tired of feeling sucidal , insecure, pain. Outside i have a persona , means it aint me. All my emotions only my close friends know. Its like im trying to be happy , not relaspe in my old emo shitty self. But im back to my emo shitty self.FUCK THAT .I dont want to go through th fucking first depression stage again. I dont know whats my fucking problem . I got friends who love me , sisters who love me, a boyfriend who will do anything for me cause he loves me , i got a family , i got almost everything i want, im allowed to do anything i want . I dont know whats th damn problem . I start cutting again, but not on hand , on thigh. Endorphins come out much better and faster, at least for me.I want to get rid of all th fuckery luhs uhs ! Vanessa has died . xoxoxo
i am fucking confused, lost, sucidal blah blah blah .
Everything is like so fast and whoosh, its gone.
ITS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU .
i didnt say anything , i ask so fucking poiletly
yet all you do was press th damn button
and give me this cold face and then black like charcoal.
Talk to you all never reply..
You think you ROYALTY arhs.
You're no longer a part of my life.
Now and forever , i will not acknowledge you.
To me , now, you are just some fucking attention whore.
I hate you to th little bits and pieces
You fucking gauche fucker .
i hate you , i hate you , i hate you.
I wont have anything to do with you anymore.
You arent my anything , and im not yours.
You are th whole worst fucking pieces of shit
You mother fucker.
I hate you , hate you, i hate you.
You can go bang de bloody wall with your fucking head.
Hopefully th wall's hard enough so you can bleed and die !
haha! i wont go your funeral , fucker .
I hate you , i hate you , i hate you.
my life is ruin cause of you fuckilty .
Tell you luh hor, honestly .
I now only live for my friends and my baby.
You think for you meh .
You bloody fucker.
Dont have you i still can survive de lahs .
You think without you i will die meh .
FUCK YOU LAHS BITCH .
i hate you more then i hated anyone in my life
However you're still second to my bastard of an uncle .
Vanessa xoxoxo .
Hehhhs , im soooo bored . Grrr , anyways . today nothing really happen leh ,
only went to Clarke Quay in my school uniform (all th bloody angmohs stare at me ) , to find baby [: . Then went to eat Subway.:D Nothing happen today luhs . So boring ! Th only fun thing is when 3G sneaked into one empty room and played ! Blast music while Prico and all talking about sexual education, fun !
Yesterday watched th Hottie and th Nottie show . Acted by Paris Hilton. The show rocks ! But Paris quite slutty at one part , But she actually looked nice hot in a way . Pity that is only shown in films , in reality? Ha! But i got to give it to her , Paris can act okay? she acts well.
Nothing to write lehs. so ill just talk about schools, since we're talking about it in school .
I find schools very contradicting lorhs!
We do good things leh , school becomes our 2ndhome .
Then th whoever will say what " good schools are like 2nd homes , blah blah blahs, nuture good things in students blah blah.
Then bad thing leh , whoever will say " YOU THINK SCHOOL YOUR HOUSE UH! blah blah "
so fucking contradicting lorhs .
They say school our 2nd home , they should accept us all long fringes all what .
Not our 2nd home ? then they care .
WHAT TH FUCK IS WRONG WITH SINGAPORE SCHOOLS -.-"
Anyways better then other schools , get fined if you're late, dont go school, never pass up hwk. Not cheap also lorh. $250 plus . THINK PEOPLE MAKE OF MONEY ARH?
Crazy if Singapore's Springfield like that , i every week like pay $500 on fines liao lorh .
Lame lah
XOXOX , love VANESSAAAA
tiongxim boyfriend {:
went out with baby t bugis (again!) today. cause he wanted t buy his school stuff, pens , foolscape etc. Met him around his school at about 5plus. Kena disiao-ed by 2guys i didnt even know. What th fuck. Anyways, met him outside school then mrt-ed down t Bugis. Reach ther was hungry , so we both went to have an early dinner before we go shopping. Then later at shopping, bought his stuff and stared longingly at this compact mirror which i feel like kup-ing. its so beeee autiiiiffullll ! Anyways, bought his stuff, walked around Bugis street then bused to his house. Slack at his place for a while then cabbed home then blogged. Will be a very short entry cause nothing happened today.Lets talk about last night shall we? More interesting:DAnyways, as already, many of you know.Me and Eric broke up for th first official time yesterday night. As in both party agreed.Cried alot, cause i wanted him back. Met Connie Prettyfair to ask her help me talk to Eric cause he didnt want to pick up my calls.She was a great help and listener and i love her millions to bits !Went around till i finally gave up all hope of ever being together. Started deleting everything he sent me and also started to take a mental note on how to pack his stuff to return to him.BUT THEN , surprise, he called Connie and me to meet him at his void deck , so we went lorh,He then asked me to go somewher alone with him. Saying that he need to tell me something.I went then he told me lots of sweet, sweet, explanations and most importantly, he ask me for patch. At first , i dont want, cause i dont want heartbreak and cause i already so-called given up on him. Put my feelings away. THEN HE DID SOMETHING !Which was so fucking sweet and a famillar rush of my feeling came back. Cannot tahan, it was tooooo sweet already. I think Eric do th best patches in th history of patches! You guys dont need to know th senstive bits as those will only be made known to people who i trust. Jiu shi hen sweet lah ! Then we patched. He hugged me damn tight and didnt let go. Till i said i cant breathe. I swear i love spoiling sweet moments [: ! Then he let me go and then we went to play. He invited me to stay his place but i told him i wanted to go home, cause i need to clarify things with my mother. He then send me to take a cab and messaged me a really sweet message to let me sleep and left me a message for me to wake and read this morning [:Anyways, now we cleared all misunderstandings and tell each other everything.I'm really happy to have him back thoughEven though he just drooled on me while sleeping on th bus -.-' .lol, how old liao still drool -.-" Love !& Many thanks to people who comforted me yesterdayHuimei,Benji, Rajah(Eric's friend), Conniewho didnt care it was midnight and still talked to meand help me with that pig . Thanks alot alot alotI know Huimei cfm want her name big ,HUIMEI ; FOOHUIMEI! happy?Labels: breakups, laughter and and follow
This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.
Got this from someone's blog , very meaningful leh .
Or maybe cause it rhymes , i love things that rhyme .
[:
I love my boyfriend.
&He's my one and only .
We broked up yesterday , i broke up with him.
But he patched with me a mere 1hour later .
Everything was sweet like how it was in th movies .
And he made me cryyyy ]:
Anyways , end of digression , i just want to say .
maybe we wont last forever but
at least , it was nice when it lasted .
And we still lasted , oh wells .
Dont know leh , but thanks for your comment, Joycelyna
Ill take your advice with a pinch of salt .
Firstly, this message is to th bloody bastard who pranked my phone :D
Oh you Malicious piece of bastard; lol, pranking my phone fun huh? I bet you're happy see-ing your phone bills piled up and up without paying cause apparantly you're too daft to actually understand , CALLING PEOPLE NEED MONEY. Im bet that you are some old pervertic teencle who walks around with your 4inch sized dick and punctured balls . Fucking stop pranking me you chuckled , old , fucking headed fart . And you can go fuck yourself you stupid faggot. I bet you have STDs and million trillion other dieases cause you're too stupid to do checkup. I bet you'll half bald toos . Knn nb ccb .
On a happy note [:
Yesterday woke up at about 12 then went to baby's to play and run around . He's so sweet lahs, hugging me when i arrived for a long long time . Then th not so good part , cause he keep on tickling me . urgh! . Then we play-fight and start whacking and fighting each other while envoploed in giggles . EEE, i miss him lahs ! . Then after till dont know when watched this really stupid lame but nice show, which now make me want learn kungfu ! After th show, he go bathe then after that bathe finish liaos, i sent him go his workplace . [:
Then went to meet mummy to go Shop and Save to buy ingredients cause im going to cook something for Eric to eat . Surprising he didnt have stomach ache and i didnt burn down th kitchen . Anyways , cooked for him ommelette , seaweed chicken and cut cucumber for him to eat . After , went to his workplace to find him then go Plaza sing for movie .
Watch The forbidden kingdom , first time see one midnight show so many people sia . But th show was very nice . I fell in absolute love in Kungfu and th girls in the show face machiam like doll. Fucking jealousss arhhhh ! .
Then after the show went home .
Ratinggs:
Movie : 9.5/10
Got one part th fighting to long
and if they make th bad girl and the good one fall in love with th same boy more interesting.
The jade warload should die th most horrible-est death .
Eric rated my food: 7/10 -.-"
Love ! i know this entry no link de .
People , im bacckkk :D
School was okay until Literature when i fucking spilled my bloody heneiken on my bag , lucky not all still left some for me to get highhh :D , But then now my bag reeks of alcohol -.-" . Didnt go for recess , did project thinggy in class and talking about SOMEONE [; , chemistry test was horrible .
Put in my answer give you see, then you know what i meannn .
Ionic Bonding ][ Covalent Bonding
Starts with 'I' ][ Starts with 'C'
More Atoms ][ Less Atoms
Sound nicer ][ Sound more cheem
Ohh by the way , its asking whats the difference between th two :D
So hard luhs , Me , Huimei , Amanda , Carina , Sinyee slapped hands and together united we pass , together we fail [: . Im talking crap luhs . After school , went study with Jiayi and Sinyee at school library till about 3? Then bused down to Bugis to look for baby. I WAS LOST -.-" .
Anyways , met him when he found me , i was lost . Then went to do my handphone at Bugis Street , Now its pink and glitteryyy [: . Sorry lahs , i know pink not th best colour , but now very obsessed with it leh . doing my retarded hyena laugh*
IM DRUNK -.-" . Anyways , after sending that pig to work , went to eat pasta with Mummy dearest at Funan IT mall , then went shopping . Bought a whole new pencilbox , everything pink [Told you obsessed with that colour! ] Just like that time when im obsessed with red ; and th other time wher im obsessed over cutting -.-" .
Bought a million skull stickers cause just wanted it cause it look so prettaye in th packaging [: .
Then cabbed home and saw an ACCIDENT . Motorcycle de . Wishing those people well , look liked a FATAL ACCIDENT . All i do is KPO see here see ther . The motorcycle was smashed . and the car's bumper [i think?] came out . 3 words , what th fuck .
Love !
Vanessa xoxoxo
I love boyfriend .[:PS; I love you people !
I MISS MY BABYYYYYYYYYYY ! T.T& yes i do mean , Eric .awwww , i wonder what my baby's doing now at work ? ]:I want see himmm badly .Didnt see him for a day T.TLove !
Baby, call me once you see this after your work .
fuck arhhs , i miss my baby ! :S
Okay lahs , Eric will be happy if he sees this .
But ha ! Not him luhs ! :D
My another baby , its my lappy !
Soon enough my dearest black stylish and un-laggy laptop decided he wanted to break up with me and desert me to another laptop which is of only an okay standered and have no files in them . MY LAPTOP DIED / BLACKOUT / FLOOOKED in front of me .
But at least with my newly decent allowance , i can buy a VAIO one .
So vanessa is happppyyyyyy :D . Hhahas , okay lahs , lame lahs .
Anyways school was as per normal , just that i daydream through my entire classes .
Was too tired and still thinking about IT .
Went recess ate curry , returned tie and blah blah yada yada .
Came home , drank my heneiken and played computer to now [: .
This is going to be a short post so ill just make up with many made up pictures of me and baby !:S
will upload th rest of pictures on th connecting blog , also known as
http://www.tada-mytoiletbowl.blogspot.com/Thats where more personal things about me and him are said .
and more pictures lahs
But you guys wont be interested in that , hahas , its for his personal viewing
CAUSE EVERYTHING THER IS ADDRESSED TO HIM AND ONLY HIM .
so dont kpkb ther , if you dont like hor .
LOVE ! Vanessa
Anyways people we're back together
so any girls wanting to get back with him .
Forget it suckers ;D .
I love him & he love me . The end .
I love Eric baby , super much
& he's my everythingg .
Went out with him also today , many nice pictures
AND FOR ONCE ;
i look smaller then him , but only in pictures . what th fuck .
He bought me super nice gorgeous chocolates from prestige .
Champange and Whiskey chocolate , Heavenly .
I love you baby:D .
i miss you already .♥Oh by th way ; ther's a connected blog to www.scandalised-lovebaby.blogspot.comI wrote all about me and Eric's shit atwww.tada-toiletbowl.blogspot.com .Which is a second blog to this blog 070Entry is restricted .No fuck spammers .
Will upload th un-glamourous pictures of me with glamourous friends tomorrow,Too busy doing Blogshopping .Tell you uh , blogshopping fucking fun sia ! :DOh fucks , im getting hookeedddddd -.-"Checkout:www.shop-tillyoudropp.blogspot.comfor cheap and good quality and nice nice long cardis ,I already planning to buy 3 -.-" My friend opened de mahs ! :D .Love Vanessa
i dont know what really actually happened .but __ ______ is really stuck in a rut.i __ you really . But things arent all that awesome .Oh fucks , i really dont know lahs .But i seriously ____ you ,I know you still ____ me .But still to me is like as if im in between you & everyone .Maybe we're ____ _____ to be ______ leh . Im sick and tired luhs .Im sorry . ♥
Gnomes ! Watched Definetly ; Maybe yesterday
Everybody should go watch lor .
Very nice [;
Okay , changed th blogskin, cause getting annoyed with th other one.
Oh wells . Today woke up , & slacked at baby's house till at bout 6.
When he went to work
while i come home to rot.
Tomorrow going to Seha's brothers birthday party :D .
& Going for church before that toos [:
Eric keep disiao me , dont know whats his problem.
But i still love him lahs.
Oh yeah, to th bloody fucker who hack Huimei's friendster .
Dont hack her friendster already lahs
Anything talk it out with her.
Anyways , what you did today was like damn childish lahs.
Putting pornagrapic pictures ther is like proving to th world that you're a pervert.
Cause only perverts will actually use pictures like that .
Please luhs , dont be so lame mans .
People , today post no link , i know .
Not really in th mood .
Quite bad mood to begin with . [:
Love vanessaaaaaaaaa ;
Boyfriend . mwah !Labels: Never thought ill cry to see you happy
Gnomes, im backk :D .Didnt go school yesterday cause my corn hurt and also cause i was VERY. sleepy . So stayed at home and played th role of a pig. Went out with Benji at about 9pm, was rushing to Expo before th John Little sale close, only shopped for 30mins *sighs* . But actually i couldnt last long ther anyways, so boring lahs ! Nothing th lors. After that bus-ed down to Clarke Quay to find DARLIINNGGG! :D .Oh , i really must tell you about this cb-ly elephant women lorh.She scold me lahs, & not my fucking daiji. Make me paiseh only , Shout in th bus lehs,Then i shout back, then she got off th bus :D .Cb-ly elephant fucker woman . Okay, then reached Eric's workplace , ate pineapple rice and dranked wine with a really nice bottle of Heneiken in my bag ! :D , just buy ! . Vanessa's really happy. Eric got quite worry though, he said he scared i become alcoholic -.-" .Then went to his house to sleep and slept till 6.45am, too tired lahs , slept at 3 lehs !, so just messaged darling say i not going school then snuggled up in blankies and slept again . Woke up at around 11plus and slacked and crapped with baby, he like pig lahs ! Sleep , wake , sleep , wake , sleep ,wake -.-" , cute sia though , GOT HIS SLEEPING PICTURES ! :E .Watched CJ7 with baby then went home while that pig went to work.I love you people out ther ! :D !Vanesssssssssaaaaaaaaaaa [: ; Labels: baby, ill still love you., whatever happens
Eric's a dear (:
Took this picture when we were out on that day . Intended to upload this picture here anyways , i think he looks damn retarded-ly cute , even though he says he look like shit here . No lahs , dear , whatever th happen , you know i still love you right . I didnt give you my fucking heart for show okay? :D . I hearts you many many . See lahs , drink sleeplate, drink sleeplate , sick le lahs ! So may this bring joy and smiles to your puffy cute sick face & know that you'll love , even though im suffering with boredom in school , yet i still think of you :D . You supposed to view this tomorrow as in (9/04/08) . Hopefully you did luhs , ill give you your sweet here [: .
Baby , i love you, & ill never let you go . I really cant be bothered with what that particular bitch says and i doubt that fuckers who trying to steal you by making false claims can dent my trust for you cause baby you'll all i ever need . & , & , We've been through many fights to know we love each other much th same . & Many almost-but-never-cause-we-she-bu-de-then-act-some-big-soppy-crying-drama-breakups to know that i cant lose you , and its th same ( cause you told me before so dont say i thick-skin) . & Baby dearest , i love you many many , & im looking forward to my bottle of MARTELL [: on 8th November ! , and baby, i miss you many , dont get sick le lahs , i cant take anymore childcare leaves from school XD . But rest assured lahs , my feelings wont fade and ill find you later later ! & Maybe cook you some porriege , aka known as Silent Death knowing my cooking skills , had fun with you today , and playing arcade bball with you, even though i lose every round . [: , so anyways , next next Sunday ,East Coast , Baby ! [: . i Heart you [: .
070807Tiongxim ,
I heart you my baby;
VanessaLove [;
People , Tomorrow going back to school , th last day for MC-ed is today[: . Actually kinda miss my table, havent vandalised it with Emo craps in a while :x . Anyways , Monday night went out with Eric and his friends to Geylang to have tian xin and Durian , didnt ate durian though, and not much of th Dimsums and blahs cause was too full . & All Eric does is say 'Next time come out to eat with us cannot eat cause we confirm call alot of nice food de ' . But still got eat abit luhs , nice sia(: . Then after that , they discussed bout going overseas in June . Eric got call me go luhs , come island resort in Malaysia , anyways June supposed to go Genting with him but anyways (: .
Then after eating Durian went back to Eric 's place slept and crapped th next morning . Cabbed home at bout 3 i think , then bathed change then went to Suntec to shop around , hobbling on my foot , apprantly it still hurts , so ill be in slippers tomorrow . T.T . Then went home at bout 10plus then talked then slept .
Today [:
Woke up during school time , but then went over to Eric's to pei me go do his Poly timetable at Ang MoKio, got quite half dead ther so was very bored , so i upped a computer and played friendster while everyone doing their timetable and screaming (: . Luckily th cher' never ask me why i playing friendster and not doing timetable ( considering im not in poly, it'll be weird ) he ask , i dont know how to reply sia ! Cause according to that pig, actually only poly students can go in . So means i look that old -.-" .
Then after that his timetable thing then me , him , and his friend , GuoXiong and his another friend but dontknow th name , went to have fags at th entarance , some Japan ciggarette, HEAVENLY (: .
Then me Eric and Guoxiong went to go eat , and his another friend went off ( dont know his name, but he's nice cause he give me Japan ciggarette . ) Then eat halfway , while walking down th stairs,
I HAD TH WORST CB-LY PAIN MENSTURAL CRAMP IN TH ENTIRE HISTORY OF MENSTRUAL CRAMP knn nb ccb .
Damn pain till i cant walk , felt feverish , drained in cold sweat , felt like puking and as if someone doing angkong in my stomach or adobmen or womb or whatever that area . I was like T.T . Almost fainted , cannot tahan th pain ! Eric being th good ol' boyfriend cabbed me to his place and let me sleep and drool in th cab , too sleepaway th pain cause its so pain lahs ! .
Then when reach his house , im okay already . [: . Then Viwawa-ed with him at his house , watch 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 and another show but i dont know how to type th chinese wording . Th show hosted by Luo ZhiQiang . Then watched some really funny but childish anime on th teevee , and soon it was dinnertime . Due to th pain , no appetite luhs , so had some snacks then watched th cooking show then Viwawa-ed with him then went home .
Then th end , byebye (: .
I know this is super long post , just felt like typing alot .(:
Love my boyfriend, oh oh ! By th way .
8TH MONTH WAS YESTERDAYYY !:D . You know , you sometimes just have this feeling that you love someone with no Rhyme or Reason , when all you do is crap around that person and playfight , just because , i dont know , gain attention? & Let him / her playfight and crap around you to gain attention ?
Hahahs, yeah i do , its how me and Eric communicate , aka , Pig latin
I-ay Love-opay you-ray ! [:
( seriously , i dont know what th fuck it means (: , it means i love youin pig latin, at least i think it is (: )I love Natasha, Huimei, Amanda , Carina, Sinyee and Vivien (: .
& Boyfriend is th lovely lovely love loved love [: .
Lol, You want steal my boyfriend?
Oh sures , just try baby ! :D
I can bet a 1000 million he wont fall for you
From th top of your pin head all th way to your hairy butt.
So how long you and him th romance arhs?
Even if he cheated on me with you,
You very very sure you can beat a 8th month romance ?
& Darling sweetie , did you see his friendster or read his bloody profile.
If you did, guess what?
Did you see th word 'Dear' is referred to mui ( as in , VANESSA ) ?
Maybe you're caught up in some fanatsy world or somethings.
but girly sorry, this baby's mine, not bloody yours,
& guess what? He dosent even know you and deny your pretty name in front of me and his friends,
He didnt even give this treatment of denying to anyone, dearie.
Even i have heard a full account of he and all his ex-es ,
He brutally honest to me girl,
So dearie, dont try.
However , i doubt he'll fall for such a little girly like you.
Even though you're very pretty, i got to give that to you.[:
So boyfriend -snatcher? Still want to try ?
I like, welcome you? :D
But dont cry and go back to your Mama if you lose,
Cause i trust my boyfriend 100% , & that he wont do anything bad to me,
and darling dearest , he introduced me to his entire Msn, Blogger, Friendster, Contacts .. etc .
& Your name didnt pop up?
Darling, no one's hiding you.
I read your account.
Created on March'08 ?
WOW ! What a wonderful wonderful hiding link .
Oh love, dont try stealing? You know he'll never fall for you,
Cause we're like already an 8th month couple & we love each other much more then you'll ever know .
Edvidence ? By our many many fights (: .
& Oh darling, go back check his friendster, he, er, deleted you?& He didnt even add you on his friends list ? OH?Fuck lahs , cheebye, get another boyfriend or anyother guy to sell your body with .You wont get mine :DMaybe you'll get th quadifications by sleeping with many?
Oh bitch, why are you such a bitch ?
& People, this post is for venting on this slut who want steal Eric from me . :D
I love all you sexy girlys and i love MY BOYFRIEND ! :D .& Girly, im easily jealous , so Dont try me .
Back to posting, finally my-stuck-in-th-house-quarantine is over OVER! Felt so good to be able to go out again, People, dont get corn , cause if suay suay tio Infection, and then go Laser off and take that bloody injection, cannot go out ! . Anyways, celebrated th release of th confinement by eating Sakura with dearest . Ate alot, i bet i gain 50 kg -.-" . Then slacked around Simei and went home while that pig get his ass to work . [: . Then at home supposed to go out with Humei Laopor but then head very pain, so slept for 2 Hours before waking up to have dinner at around 9.45pm . Watched a little Teevee with Mummy then went to bathe to meet Eric at Clarke Quay . Left th house around 11.30 pm . Took a cab and chatted on th phone with Daryl [: . That stupid Shithead call me to act gay with him, apparantly known as he was drunk . But still he's my good good brother ! . Then reached ther at about 12.15 or 20 then sat down fighting with Daryl who will get th sey football Ronaldo's heart . And Daryl daryl, sorry , Ronaldo's MINE ! . Then ate Spag and some really nice ice-cream dessert that Eric gave me (Not he cook one) . His workplace spaghetti is HEAVEN ! . Thats why bringing Lovely Huimei and Darling baby Natasha to eat for a girls night out and hopefully end up partying th night away at DXO (: . If we can actually sneak in . -.-" . Then at bout 1am, left Eric's workplace and cabbed to Plaza Sing to watch Run Fatboy Run. hahhas, that Movie fxuk nice , people go watch . Hhashas, Imagine seeing a really fit boy kena people say fat . Sterotyped . Sigh . 2days at home, i read th entire series of Gossip Girl, also known as Sex in th city for a younger set [X . So quite interesting , really . So people , if you dont want to be stuck reading Fairytale or Fiction craps , go read Gossip Girl (: .Thats th end of th post , & Baby dearest Eric pig head,\ Te amor . [:PS: do you all like hypocritical kind of people, or two headed snake bitches? Guess what? I know of one girl/guy with that fucking attitude . And to th bitch/bastard , Lols, i wont be affected by what you say, cause half th things , no actually all th things you say are fabricated . So stop trying to act oh-so-wonderfully-cute, cause everyone hates you , darling ! [: .
i got my corn done and fuck it hurts like fuck lahs . They firstly insert some injection when i wasnt noticing into th skin under th corn and i scream like mad cause it hurts so badly . Then after they yank out th injection, they take you to th laser room and laser it off, and my blood flowed freely onto th sheet . Its was damn digusting and revolting lahs. But at least got MC-ed for a week (: . But i truly missed my Sisters in school. At least they messaged their well wishes and Huimei darling coming over. Eric has been a dear, and coming over to accompany me cause i can barely walk . & It still hurts and im confined to th house. Getting Eric to get Heneikens and Potato Chips tomorrow for me , him and Huimei to pig out and watch some comedy laughing like mad womans and mans. I miss you people and i cant believe it, but im actually missing hearing th teachers drone on and on and on and on......
Love, Vanessa ! :DYou know you love me , baby !Ps: Baby, dont worry too much about me, ill be fine. Changing my dressing on Sunday, its getting better now i swear. Thanks for accompanying me today. Sorry for making you run errands and buying food for me . & Also for carrying me around to th computer and rooms . & I OWN YOU AT UNO ! :D , what you did today was really sweet, & i love you a million. Goodnight, love . Hhahas, we'll continue our Friday Midnight Movie when im better (: .
