I've seriously no idea why i care so much about what people think.
And the funniest thing? I care mostly about what people i don't know thinks.
I do care about what my friends think too.
Thanks, Huimei and Natty. Love chuu.
If you're going to backstab me or bad-mouth me, do it with some pride. Talk striaght to my face or just message me and tell me you dislike me. I'm totally fine with that. I'll be pissed and sad and hurt and angry and most probably scream back at you, but after all that i'll be the happy-go-lucky vanessa again.
If you're going to spread rumors about me, i seriously don't care what you think of me, i care what OTHER PEOPLE think of me, like who you spread too. Ain't it awesome? How you could hurt me like that. If you're going to bad-mouth me, admit it, at least i will have still some tiny respect for you instead of thinking that you're just a bitch.
I don't understand how come from a threesome fight it can link to so many damn people in class. Is this rumor spreading like wildfire in school? What happen to you guys? So much internal fights? I thought its all for one ,one for all sexyback? What the eff happen? And why the fuck are you are fighting over the tagboard on Huimei's blog? Why don't you all just call me and we can settle this misunderstanding over the phone like grown up people? Fuck.
And now i'm stressing again what 'she' thinks? And she, besides my name, don't even know i existed. Screw screw screw. Why am i thinking of how to please people? Why can't i just change and please myself?
Pictures uploaded tonight. Lots of entry to fill.
I hope you're happy, ain't it your greatest wish for me to be sad. But i'll get over it biatch:D
