For dearest Sokkan :)
Even though we aren't as close. No , actually we're not close at all. Just normal friends. But we seem to have bonded over the spam thing (: . Well anyways, i hope you don't be sad anymore. Cause you do have friends & sisters (chufei , Natalie they all) and ME your good friend (: who loves you. I don't want you to do what i did last time (:.
I mean you ALL know what happened last time and i risk that person for hating me when i write this down. But screw it, you're more important. You're only 15, you still have the greatest life ahead of you. (: . Do you think its worth it being like me? Reduced to cutting, drinking, glue sniffing, ciggarettes and having depression all for a sake of one guy? No. He and me might not have a happy ending , but he taught me alot of things about life. And thanks to him i became more mature in my sense of thinking. You still haven't hit the depression road yet, i don't wish you to hit it either, cause it will motherfucking screw your mind. I don't want you to be as sucidal as me as retarded as me.
He taught me that - relationships , na de qi fang de xia, we cannot hold on or linger in the past. We'll just get hated as we're "annoying" the opposite party. He taught me - that there's no use liking an opposite party which feelings has already faded. Like you have already no chance already, get someone new? Cause at least you can still become friends, not strangers. It'll hurt even more. And lastly he taught me that, is not whether you can forgot anot. Is CAN forget , but you just don't want to. You just need a push , something to make you forget , then tada you will forget already. The "push" dosen't nessescary be a guy. Can be other things.(: .
What for wasting your youth for so long when you KNOW there's someone better out there for you. (: , Eric wasn't an Angel , he played people before, and why? Cause of a girl. I mean, you won't want to walk down our roads luhs. Cause you will regret . (: . I think you know what you must do already even without reading my act pro post ,but you just can't bring yourself to do it. But its for the better , i know you're mature, judging from the way you talked to Natalie. So just do it alrights? Not for me , or Natalie or your Ex-boyf or anyone. Its for yourself (:
for you , Sokkan :)
NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE LISTED IN THIS POST. I AM SUPER SORRY IF I OFFEND ANYONE, ITS JUST AN ADVICE GIVEN. IM SORRY SORRY SORRY. READ THIS WITH A PINCH OF SALT OKAY? I HOPE NOONE'S OFFENDED .
