i'm super contradicting myself again , and i bet everyone out there will scream and call and call to kp me about the harmful effects in dye-ing my hair. I hadn't dye my hair in a month already so i'm going to change extensions and colours and im the birthday girl ! HAHAS. i know the colours i choose now its like a wig/fake/attentionseeker but you know what? I like can liao. If adults and ah___ can parade around in green hair , i can obviously dye my hair
pink (:Not all pink per se . Pink and brown (: . At least for a month. Happy . :D . Wait luhs , my pay come first .
I'm so bored . Eric is like neglecting me and playing his damnned PSP! Leaving me at the corner of his room staring at the computer screen * it struck me that i hadn't been home for a longlong time* . Yesterday before work started , slacked and smoked with
Ferlin & Xinyan dearest. (: . Eileen said she wanted to find me , however her EZ card no money . Joey came to find meee!(: . helped me with customer somemore, super sweet of her. After work , when to find baby at his workplace , slacked with his friends awhile then left for home .(: . There should be actually alot of pictures for this post but my gonggong daidai Ferlin forgot to send me -.-" , so i roped that pictures in altogether with the pictures collected in the past 3 days (: .
Going for dinner soon (: . Having my delicious Spaghetti with french fries and a big wallop of chocolate milkshake.
Need some comfort food to cover yesterday's fastfood hunger quencher :)
GO VISIT THIS BLOG (: FOR LIKE FABULOUS BUYS LAHS ! (:www.j-sprees.blogspot.com
you know something.I'm throughly disappointed in ALL of you.i very regret trusting what each and everyone of you said to me last time.
The past few days have been very busy and chaotic. With party planning, work, make-up classes. Anyway i've finally found a job at Vivo! weeet! Doing Sales. The pay wasn't really good but the working enviroment is perfect. My very good friend working there somemore .Hahas, so got people to go breakfast with. Met Noelene and RuiQing for a primary school meet out day.Talked about the past and how much everyone had changed. Both of them are like freaking skinny now. -.-" . This few months , especially after my birthday will be the MOST HORRIBLE BUSY TIME FOR ME. so i hoped you guys won't be angry if i blow you off.
After November ;
Work ; Private school ; Makeup Diploma classes .
i dont know how am i supposed to cope manzxzxzx .
But anyways , everything fine now. So my life is freaking perfecto!
ps; guess what my mama bought me for my birthday besides my angpow ! :X
You know what to two annoying bitches called fat whore and fucking slut respectively . Whats your bloody problem spreading rumors like that? I GOT DU TIO YOU AH !?! fuck you lah you stupid chicken nehneh. feel like hanging pig head outside your house. ME AND ERIC IS OUR OWN DAIJI. want do what also our own daiji. WE'RE ENGAGED , so there's nothing wrong in us , holding hands in public. I MEAN WE JUST BLOODY HELD EACH OTHER HANDS IN PUBLIC AND YOU TALK SO MUCH? oh please lahs, you like like some acne prone'd mother when you're only eighteen . WHOSE THE UGLY FUCKED UP ONE. at least i don't look as oh-please like you. If i were you i will motherfucking kill myself .
ps: just wondering how do you shit or pee manzxzx? your butt like the size of 5tolietbowls combined together -.-"
i've got a million pictures to upload. Just that i hadn't had the time too. Going to watch re-runs of HuangZhuGeGe tomorrow !(: . Am super bored now. Nothing to do. Feel like going blogshopping but can't even find half of the things i want. Sigh. Anyways, editing the millions of pictures now. Once i'm done, i'll post it all ups ! Baby's bathing now. He brought me Spaghetti to eat. Delicious sia!Planning my birthday party, this year would be a small celebration only.NOT DRUNK CANNOT GO HOME AH ! (wait lah, plan first.)
I GOING MIA NEXT WEEK. WONT BE ONLINE; CHECKING BLOG OR WDV. PHONE WONT BE ON AND STUFF. DONT MISS ME TO MUCH.
what the bitch. scratch everything i've been living for. i hate you.
Baby! i love you. when your reading this we must be webcam-ing already(: .Anyways i didn't wish you a happy 1year2months yet. Now i'm wishing ya ! Happy 1year2months. I love you. We'll never part okay? even though i get freaking annoyed with you, remember you're the one who would make me smile okay? Dont ever leave me cause without you, i seriously have no one to REALLY depend on. Anyways , i'm just saying that i love you. And this fact wont change. Kisses
hello rubber ducks ! (: Mikayla is not really in a good mood. But just act along anyways. Alot of things have been on my mind. Going out with B.Irene tomorrow for a gaigai/job hunting spree. Talking to JASMINE sister on MSN. god, i miss her manzxzx. Last night went out with Shuting & Baby go slack slack. Played poker cards , had magnum ice cream which i dropped all over the card 7hearts. Bored. Going to have dinner soon. So this would be a super short entry. BuhBye ! (:
This few days have been spending time with baby(: . Bonding time, maybe brought us closer yeahs? I dont know. Misunderstandings happened but everything is happy dory now. Went out with Baby's ex girlfriend , Shuting. SHE VERY NICE MANZXZX. ahahahs, we became friends(: . Knew alot of Eric GIRLfriends this week. They're all very nice and not to mention PRETTY LIKE DOLLS. screw ! hahas, anyways , going on a SHOPPING spree tomorrow. LoveYou. (:
This picture was from very very long ago. Just upload it anyways (:
Me & Natasha :D
Nat's in Bangkok right now. Have a safe trip home and at there (: .
I would super love Eric baby if he buys this dress for me ! Its damn chio la! I WANT IT MANZXZXZX :x . anyways posting up my editted/photoshop pictures soon. I DONT CARE I WANT THIS DRESS EVEN THOUGH ITS MOTHERFREAKING SHEER. at the most wear at home lor (: .
HAHAHA
FUCKITyes,I'm stopping;
IFOUNDMYMIDDLENAME !:Di found the middle name i want to name myself ! Cause the name sounds so nice,sweet. AHHH!I WANT THE FRIGGIN NAME.
Okay, anyways, i was watching Hannah Montana Shows just now. Then there came an episode where MileyCyrus and SelenaGomez was acting together. In their names Hannah Montana and Mikayla.
And the name is
Mikayla!So from today, my full name will be
Vanessa Mikayla Yapp :D
(sounds weird but i dont care. I want that name(:)
wow, i hadn't blog in a really long time.Maybe i got sick of blogging or something. Finding things better to do.Like shopping and stuff?I can't tell you how hurt i'm when you say you can't come.Its like, we had a pact,our promise. I dont mind if my friends or sister dua me. I'm okay with it, but you? I seriously was hurt, friggin' hurt. I know the reason and stuff. But yet, did you ever thought of me? Maybe sometimes just following my wishes would make me happy? Make a bloody effort? I dont know. I just feel like isolating myself from the world.MIA-ing soon people. Handphone/MSN, everything will be off-ed. Just wait.
Yay! My baby is here (: ! Today went to get a change of phone to the white one. Happy manzxzx! Anyways, i need to replace my phone anyways cause my red phone is dilapitated, and lag and there's a weird funny thing at the gallery which i dont know what it is . So anyway, my baby is here and Van is happy (: .
yeahs, thats all.Maybe you will ask why I'm so crazy but i didnt know either. I saw many chio pink jap phones. HOW COME SING DONT HAVE PINK PHONES DEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
& I love Ahgirl toooos (:
Dearest Dearest Qing Ai de !
Last long with your stead okayyyyy!
and your blog dont have a bloody tagboard
so i can't ask you read this,
But if you see this ,
know that this post comes with lots of LOVEEEEE ;
I love my qingaide, my qingaide
andand she owes me an outing to Bugis!
I LOVE YOU QINGAIDE :D
Remember the victoria sercet bag my lovely brother bought for me!?! ITS THE BAG UP THERE :) . i love my didi .
Natasha and Me is going to make life miserable for that bitch right after Nat's N levels. Whooohooo, I'm fucking pissed off at her. :D
I starting work soon (:, most likely next week? I dont know. Still considering whether to do it this friday. Not sure if i've enough money too. Anyways, went out to re-put back my hair extensions with Lampa and Baby today at Orchad. Then slackslack then went back to Simei.
Saw Maricia and Kenneth, slacked awhile then went over to Cheer's at Eastpoint to get Microwaved food and drinks then went over to some VoidDeck to play cards, use Internet, slacked etcetc.
Yeahs like that lorhs. Super boring this few days.
I DID A GOOD DEED TODAY :DSometimes i get really annoyed, and now i know why. I trust you and
YOU FUCKING BROKE MY BLOODY TRUST. i cant fucking believe you'll do that manzxzxzx. You bitch. I seriously fucking feel like using a kitchen knife and motherfucking stabbing you in the heart. Fucking fucktard, you know what you bloody did. My dear girl, your lies like all came out so wave byebye to the money minded "friendship" we used to had. Fucking bitch. & Seriously speaking, i dont know why the FUCK so many of your friends actually are "okay" with you. To me, after i FINALLY know your TRUE colours, you're just a conivving bitch,dog,fucktard,anything to describe HORRIBLE in your name. Since you LOVEE money so much, why dont you just bloody shove some penis'es into your vagina or someshit and you can earn that DIRTY MONEY instead of bloody tricking it of people. Go fuck yourself lah asshole .
