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Went out with Natasha baby today :D
Smoked and watch horror movies
which left me so fuck scared ...
I fucking tiongxim and love my natashaaaaa :D

Anways, i read a distant unknown friend's blog
and apprantly he and her broke up.
and he's attached already
Which got me thinking,
what if me and Eric broke up?
I've got like so many memories with him la,
break liaos, dont know how to cope lor
Its lik every part of sunny singapore has his name engraved in it.
Even Malaysia and Australia.
Its like everywher i go , he's around me
and what about th places i frequent?
Ther would be memories of us ther too.
I was just thinking, if we broke up?
Will he wait for me?
Or will he just give it up?
Will he regret wasting 9months with me?
Or think about it and ponder?
Im so confused, th more i think about it, th more i worry
Sure sure, people tell me "oh, he treat you very good"
Yesyes, he does (read Eric's Perfections )
But but , its not th problem that he treats me good,
maybe cause of my tantrums or moodswings, or feelings
everything come crashing down?
I could just imagine walking down a mall
then see-ing him with another girl,
doing what me and him do (holdhand etcetc)
then i would do what?
Cry , run? Realise th fact that he isnt mine?
Whack up that bloody bitch?
No i cant, cause he would hate me
cause that girl is his GIRLFRIEND, dear/laopor/baby/etc
i dont know how to take th fact
i cant be oh-so-stablised
i then could only sit and cry.
It'll be heartbreaking and weird
to hear him whisper sweetnothings to another girl
cause i was that girl once
Baby, please dont leave
We're distancing, busy with our own hectic shedules
friday movie dates usually cancelled, not a rare occurence like last time.
I want attention
and wow, im crying as i write this

Fuckit, love makes people cry
Vanessa :D

Confused
You know you love me :D