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hello
im happy, you're happy
i bet all of you miss me (：
sorry , alot of things happened thats why never go school
family matters :D
anyways , today me and baby go out
then we went tampnies mall to play th catchycatchy capsule thing.
th one with th stuff toys
ha! he put $6 nothing come out
i put $3 got two stufftoy .
muahahah , this prove girls are perfecto ! (:
went to my house pasar malam to buy 4 damn chio boyfriend tops ! (:
oh yeah yeah, bought 4new shorts from Bedok Inter
my hair is offically bleached blonde highlighted !
and and extended so now it reaches my butt ! (:
then then , my nails are brown nd white
ohhhhs , fuck , im happy (:
went out with connie dearest prettyfair, joey and Nana (th girls) this few days
they're crazy and nice people
enjoyed ！
Going out with darling Natasha tomorrow, ahhh, JOY (:


my results were so fanastic , im scaring myself ! -.-"
i got either single digits or a perfect ten (:
FUCK IT LAAAS ,
okay its my fault
but im going to work harder harder ! from now onwards
mymummy says that
if i retain or drop to acad/tech
she'll help me to quit my school
and ill go private .
so most likely, maybe maybe will -.-"

anyways , my grandfather whos like seventy plus
BOUGHT ME WAFFLE
he's a dear , he's not extremely well due to him breaking his leg a few years back
yet he walked ALL TH WAY TO EASTPOINT THER
AND WAITED A FUCKING 20MINUTES
TO BUY ME A SINGLE CHOCOLATE WAFFLE.
fuck , its making me damn guilty considering i shouted at him a few years back.
He loved me th most out of all my cousins/brothers
i fcuking fucking love my grandfather
he's so fucking sweet laaaaaaaas .
Last time , when i kindergarten ,
he everytime cycle me to school
and th police station (cause i was friends with all th policemen ther)
then th policemen always give me sweet and said i was a goodgirl :)
anyways i digress
he everytime did so much for me laaaaas
so sweet, fcuk , im guilty .

Vanessa loves her baby and gramps . (:
IM FEELING FUCKING DEPRESSED RIGHT NOW
a hidden reason , not any stated up above .


im bored laaaas ............
and fucked up,
My computer brokedown on me
THEN THEN , NOW USING ANOTHER COMPUTER
BUT ALL THE MERZILLION PICTURES ALL
ON TH OTHER COM , MUST RE-DOWNLAOD!
knnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

This few days, went out with Baby , Connie, Alvin ,Joey
yea yea (:
i think either thrusday or friday ,
we went to NYP to fetch baby (Connie & joey& me)
then went AMK hub then went Bugis (:
then met Alvin (at that time dont know him)
then go smokesmoke, and go coffeeshop slack till 1am ++
eric and me fought that day (wont elaborate)
our nearmiss breakup, but we're still together (:
then baby was a dear, bought me frenchfries then sent me home :)
th next day, (saturday)
when out with Baby , go buy clothes and things
then when baby went to work, go smokesmoke and drink and slack
with connie they all (:
then go east coast eat , play , smoke , slack , th usual(:
then after go out with family yesterday,
ate a delicious delicious hongkong food (i wished baby was ther but he's asleep)
then then went to meet my baby（：
ｔｈｅｎ　after we go Suntec slackslack
then went to his workplace for Ice - cream before he's busy with his workplace thing
HIS RESTAURANT THERE TH ICE-CREAM IS FUCK HEAVENLY . :D

i really miss my baby now , i fuck fuck fucking love him ! :)
i think ____ ex boyfriend is a FUCKED UP ASSHOLE ~
and and ithink JY (JT friend) is a bitch :)
and i love my babybabybabybabybabybaby ! :D

I LOVE ERIC KOEK YONG SHAN ! :)


Baby didnt fight with me for 4days ! WOW im surprised
hahas, no lahs
he today like fucking sweet.
playplayplay with me
and promise he'll be there for me next week
next week ill be having an operation to get rid of th corn of my foot
actually it isnt some corn
its some weird bateriacal infection of some shit
Im going to general anthesia then they CUT OF MY WHOLE LEG TH SKIN!
fuck lah , im going to dieee
Eric says he's gonna buy me th pink rabbit and ben&jerry's chunky Monkey if i do th operation.
I was damn scared when th doctor told me that must slice off
they actually wanted to do it without numbing me to sleep
fuck it , im like going to die laaaas.
yesterday went out with Eric baby and his friends
ate sakae sushi, which costs a whopping S$173.80cents ,
th amount of plates we took -.- " .

GOING BROADWAY BENG 3 AND CLICK FIVE CONCERT ! :D
with baby this time:D

Happy bodohhhhs ! :D
Helping baby doing his homework , i need to find 48 people in Springfield who dont mind using their name, Nah , not some Edison - Gillian sex scandel thing
just some interviewwwww :D
So can , hello, people ??
Its about sony ericsson which most of you worships th phone :D
okay , i know i being scarstic , but im a SAMSUNG USER !:E
so i can feign ignorance about th qualites of SonyEricsson
but my past experience they are good and and ...

Here i go talking bout Sony again -.- "

Love you baby fucktard ! :D


i just felt like typing shit. I kinda think my blog getting more and more complicated, cause of various link ups with other blogs like with all th other blogs luhs . I took out my private blog from th listings as none of you knows th password so i doubt linking there has any problem toos right? Im feeling ever so random and bored, just had noodles that fucker cooked for me. Pretty good considering his a boy. Later watching movie, What happens in Vegas i think?
Oh to note, i might be changing blogskins, again. Anyone who can find pretty good skins,
ala denotonated love's sleepless nights, notify me okay? Maybe it would be less confusing shuttling from one blog to another.

Love yhouuu people :)
im currently saving for a one room flat
im moving out after my Os :)
(siao eh, one room flat costs 100,000 dollars, mother fucking expensive! )


Fuck fuck fucking love Madonna's new album, espcially Spanish Lesson and She's Not me ( designed for undeserving bastards who cheats on their girlfriends :D ) But more for adults luhs, where got teenagers get angry with their boyfriend for wanking someone else, thats called CHEATING, :D

I just want to be there when you discover
When you wake up next to your new lover
She might cook you breakfast and love you in the shower
The flavor of the moment,
cause she don't have what's ours :)

Love makes people cry :D


Went out with Natasha baby today :D
Smoked and watch horror movies
which left me so fuck scared ...
I fucking tiongxim and love my natashaaaaa :D

Anways, i read a distant unknown friend's blog
and apprantly he and her broke up.
and he's attached already
Which got me thinking,
what if me and Eric broke up?
I've got like so many memories with him la,
break liaos, dont know how to cope lor
Its lik every part of sunny singapore has his name engraved in it.
Even Malaysia and Australia.
Its like everywher i go , he's around me
and what about th places i frequent?
Ther would be memories of us ther too.
I was just thinking, if we broke up?
Will he wait for me?
Or will he just give it up?
Will he regret wasting 9months with me?
Or think about it and ponder?
Im so confused, th more i think about it, th more i worry
Sure sure, people tell me "oh, he treat you very good"
Yesyes, he does (read Eric's Perfections )
But but , its not th problem that he treats me good,
maybe cause of my tantrums or moodswings, or feelings
everything come crashing down?
I could just imagine walking down a mall
then see-ing him with another girl,
doing what me and him do (holdhand etcetc)
then i would do what?
Cry , run? Realise th fact that he isnt mine?
Whack up that bloody bitch?
No i cant, cause he would hate me
cause that girl is his GIRLFRIEND, dear/laopor/baby/etc
i dont know how to take th fact
i cant be oh-so-stablised
i then could only sit and cry.
It'll be heartbreaking and weird
to hear him whisper sweetnothings to another girl
cause i was that girl once
Baby, please dont leave
We're distancing, busy with our own hectic shedules
friday movie dates usually cancelled, not a rare occurence like last time.
I want attention
and wow, im crying as i write this

Fuckit, love makes people cry
Vanessa :D

Confused
You know you love me :D


Today went for Chinese Midterms paper 2
which im hundred and dont know how many fucking much percent im going to fail.
Not my fault! Alot of people call me last night
"van, want meet?" "tomorrow want chiao school" "hello,dear""cous, this sat want meet up?"
"sister! June holiday you got go do tatts anot?"
this people all very free lor, call me at what 3-4 am in th morning -.-"
Anyways, i was soooo tired,
i decided to skip th last 4questions at Chinese Midterms
can to decorate those questions which i dont know with a nice icon like this

=

T.T

Or this

:D

So most probably teacher going to fail me , not that i really cared
it CHINESE for godsakes
a beautiful language to be spoken not written.

Anywayyys, i decided to wear my goodluck charm that grandmother and mummy got for me last year, cause now my luck like crap.
So maybe wear that my luck and mood and blahblahblah will improve!?!
It will make me a even happier girl :D
maybe they will even cancel artexam so dont have art prep work to do, annoying
OR OR , THEY WILL EXTEND TH HOLIDAY DUE TO NSKAJFHOBDSHGFOIAHS VIRUS ! :s
or maybe it would change my luck like crap even more
cause i threw (physically) aside and didnt wear it for 6months
and then th charm would say
'hoho , this vanessa , such a bad girl, throw me aside"
then he'll will think that im an undeserving goodluck scumbag and never give me anymore luck

its making me cry D:
Love !


Today went to watch Broadway Beng 3 :D
FUCKING NICE LAAASS
so funny, laugh until peng
Advert : GO WATCH BROADWAY BENG 3 :d
somemore ticket also very cheap 40 ++
for a very nice show okay?
Some more suitable for all ages
and and ! Got vulgarities ! ha !
bo ta bo lampa ! :D

___

Anyways, went shopping with mummy dearest and a brat of a brother.
Bought friggin loads of new tops from Fox, NL and bangles from Arcade outside :D
Whooooo , heavens ! im like drowning in clothesss !
Mummy dearest buying Click5 tickets for me on June 1st,
she might be treating Eric tooos !
Whoos fun !
Bought a pinkish purplish wallet today also.
replaced my HelloKitty one.
I havent finish my art prep yet .
FUCK
going to chionggggg!
Tomorrow chinese test confirm F9
Im prepared to fail.

You all know you love me right :D
Vanesssaaaaa !

I love my baby
but he never meet me today
make me miss him.
EKYS, i miss youuuuuus T.T


hahahahahah !
To ameline ,
i say Saved and under deleted protection on my HANDPHONE LAHS !
hahah! I love that hair okay, fucking gorgeous ,
sorry lor, Blonde is mine !
Sheduled to die after school on th last day ! :D

___

Anyways, yesterday also never do much. Met natasha after school, then go home (and mum's office) did art prep, then went ot find baby after his work (:. Went to watch SpeedRacer at Plaza Sing midnight movie as usual. hah. Then cause i was ever so tired, people watch movie i opened up all th seat flaps and FELL ASLEEP, i paid S$10.00 to sleep in th cinema -.-" , Then after th movie, pubor hubby keep on suan me say "sleep dao hen shuang hor? sleep 2hour"

Pubor Hubby!
Not shuang, th seat uncomfatable, and no pillow ! ahhh!

then just just, go out with baby, went to eat Long John's , saw gerard , bus-ed home. Meet mummy dearest (:, went shopping (again)
Bought alot of things this week lor with mummy dearest
yes yes, im pampered bitch/slut/whore blahblahblah, fuck you haters .

Bought 6new tops
18New fake eyelashes
3New tubes of eyelash glue
one whole fucking chio box of makeup
one dunhil senses frost
Friend, bought me heneiken justjust ! :D

Vanessa is one happyyyyy girl!
AND HOR, ERIC KOEK YONG SHAN
IF YOU READ THIS , FUCKING GIVE ME COMMENT
OR ILL PUNCH YOUR BALLS (:
i love you (:


Ha! Everyone here loves me(:


Fuckfuckfuckfuck!
Today i went to see th doctor cause my leg friggin hurts
then then, th doctor said," MAYBE MUST LASER AGAIN! "

i could just fuck myself, he said it would be more painful then childbirth if i drag my infected corn longgerrrr
FUCKIT! , who says im going to give birth to a child!

Oh yeah, yes i did .

EKYS! if your reading this , i offically wont give birth to Kayla, Chanel and Shane.
Fuck lahs! Pain laaas, pregnancy.
I want to commit sucide alreadyyyyyy!


For good newsss ! Im going to cut my hair in Juneeee! My fringe will be th same like sec2 Time!
Ha! but th hairstyle i want to achieve, needs extension.(so going extend!)
Unless my hair SUDDENLY MIRCARLY decided it deluded me from long hair long enough
and grow grow grow to my tummy !
Anyways, this is th picture i want my hair to be!
It fuckin' gorgeous! oh baby!

Its saved , under deleted protection and muahahah, this hair's mine !
its so fucking gorgeous!
AND THER'S BLEACHED BLONDE HAIR AT ONE SIDE!



No no, i just want bleached blonde hair
cause i think my hair's getting darker and darker
would be happier if ther was a hint of lighhhht colourrr hair !
Oh love ! Today was th bestest goodhairidea day of my fucking life !



Oh yeahhhs , pictures ! (serious retardedness, so be prepared to laugh your arseoff!)
Yes yes, i know i look weird, dont need say.
Im fat & my eyeliner's running
Eric says' fuck you' when i show him kuku face -.-"


love !
i like this picture , okay !
my pubor hubby :D
Dont know he serious for fuck?
sorry , too caught up with that NC16 show.

Doomsday is fucking disgusting
but very nice and thrilling at th end
Best for people who are above 16, and not scared of blood and cannibals, and jumping out of your seats action , not scared of gore (prepare for nightmares)
Horrible for people, who are younger then 16, and would strangle anyone when frightened. Pee-ing on your pants are excused

Sadistic cannibals, hergh! i eat you uh !

Love !
This has been a long post, i love my baby!
Thanks to darlings sisters for your concern today! RAPEEE!! you all!


i can say goodbye to my bleached blonde hair
cause i got th best mark for physics

F9 !
someans my June holidays will be filled with remedials and tutions ! (:

However i srill will have my bloeached highlighted blonde hair (:
cause who says im going for remedials?
ill be in 'AGFANISTAN TO PROTECT TH COWS ! :d"
SO ILL BE BUSY IN JUNE (:

But chalets , pub and club outings and shopping sprees
are all avalible and have time (:



Today is my 9th month with a certain pubor ! (:
but i love my that pubor
bobian must write like that
he beside me -.-"

he singing out of tune in some song now -.-"
but i still love my baby (:
ERIC IS VANESSA'S FUCKTARD ! (:
i love my boooooooooooooooooooooooooooofucktard((:

Picutres uploaded tonight (:
cause who says ill be studying for , gulps* MATHS
Love !

th vulgarities is th result of letting two vulgar people stead
van rebuts " ERIC TEACH ME ONE ,HE TEACH ME BAD ! "

AND EVERYONE Agrees (:



you've changed , i dont seem to know you .


I LOVE YOU PEOPLE !
im dying of being engulfed in history !
Please revive Stalin and Lenin to come to life and teach me !
tell me their evil plans face to face
so i dont have to read between th lines !
im gonna die
can you call Stalin to come kill me so i know how
he bullys people in th past?
OH DEAR !
fuck it, i want quit history

vanessa


nothing to type about
i am bored
i dont feel like studying laaaaas !
faster holiday come!
medi pedi dye extend , etc
ALL PLANNED OUT
going to drink and smoke and play my holidays away .
glue , pierce scream ! yay!


im feeling fucking lame
and i going to sleep
and i misss my boyfriennnddddd {:

Love !










IM GOING TO FAIL PHYSICS .
wow, awsome -.- .

socialstudies still okay. Physics can murder me ,
i love my boyfriend.


iwanttokillmyself ;
vanessa xoxo

my tummy hurts ! im hungry ! Growls *


heyyoupeople!
HAPPYLABOURDAYS!
finally a relaxing time without see-ing teachers nag and th annoying hairchecks ! anyways, today got jolted out of my dream at 4.55am plus thanks to baby ! But th call was sweet luhs, (if it's not , ill murder him) cause remember he go powerhouse? now he change to mos, then he just called me at 4.55am to assure me that he didnt anyhow with girls ther. (: .
Quite lame but too me quite sweet lehs, cause its like i have a worrying thought that yesterday will be th last day he's with me. Cause some supersexy skinny enormous boob dollwhore might steal him from me T.T , i know you people think im obsessive and possesive .blahs. But scropios are like that eh. AND THEIR VERY VENGFUL.

a little birdie told me that eric was cheating on me.
a little birdie told me that eric has been saying im fat behind my back
a little birdie told me that eric was using me as a subsitute and only for material purposes

T.T
but that little birdie, how come he still ask me for patch when i ask for break.
He would have just let me go eh?
if im fat, how come he still with me, if im fat-ankled obnoxious piece of slut, how com he's still with me , doofus.
if he use me for subsitute , i would have known , ass .

LOVE !