This whole post is for Eric only. I just suddenly miss him so fucking much. Theres why give him an honorable place in my blog :D . So dear, be honored okay!?! I know this few days we had more funs then quarrels but still yeah, i feel guilty when we fight cause sometimes its my fault. I have mood swings de lahs .Very very bad ones, to everybody. So sometimes things arent that horrible but just a little saddening , my mood swings can cause it to become 9108540976x worser. So i hope you understand. And im really sorry.
The times we had after my camp is really some of th most joyful and perfectest - sweetest memories i have in th past 5months 2/6days. You gave up being serious ALL TH TIME, for me:D . And i really appreciate that. It meant alot to me. I really loved you for that. But dont get your head big hors! Cause both of us still did improving!(:
And dear, dont worry that my feelings will fade when i go Beijing, cause it wont. Cause ill only , ONLY love you. Only you and you alone will ever have my love again. Cause baby, my love's true for you :D . (sound like song lyrics sia) . And you also feelings dont fade hors! Or ill KILL YOU! :x . Sorry i cant pei you on our 6th Month, cause ill be in Beijing but ill be here on Valentines to pei you. Promise. Even if there's a snowstorm and all planes close, ill book a private jet to come and see youuuuu! Cause ill miss you. You're th first guy i said 'i cant lose you' & really meant it. So you mean alot to me. So dont ever leave.I wont to.
I promise;
You mean to much to me to lose you.
Lets be sweet,loving and super-glued
wild boars and pigs together!
ILOVEYOU(:
Must miss me hors!
Read this and you know you're LOVEDDDDD :D
